WE all hate her cuz she's a fake 2 faced bitch but am I not the same? I talk behind her back and I'm horrible to her, I still care but I'm horrible person. I don't stand up for people, I'm a pushover I'm stupid idiot. I do well in school I'm broken I can't love my self and I'm in love with a boy that does not care about me I'm in love with a boy that hurts me unknowingly so much, they say we accept the love we think we deserve and the love I accept from him is so fucked up because he doesn't love me he just says he does he leads me on and plays with my emotions unknowingly, and damn I love him so much and I don't even know what to do I'm so stupid and horrible and no body should care about me, people have realized how horrible I am and has forgotten about me, I don't deserve love I'm pathetic and stupid and ugly and just nothing I am nothing just a waste of space that likes fucking things around for people , no one loves me and no one ever will, why would they I am just horrible I am beyond horrible, I don't deserve happiness I don't like being in pain I don't like how much I hate myself I don't like how I'm so easily replaceable as forgotten I don't want to be forgotten I want to be remembered and cherished. I don't want to have to always try to be remembered I know if I sulked away and disappeared no one would notice nobody would realize that I'm gone they would just forget about me and not bother to make an effort to see what's up
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The Darkness in my Mind
Storie breviThere is a little bit of darkness within everyone, a darkness that we are afraid to reveal to the world. But there is comfort in knowing that others suffer from the same darkness. So I am revealing my darkness to the world.
