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Die a little

Everyday

To stay alive


But for what


What is there to stay alive for

Sure there is possibility

But there is also certainty


That life will end

That it will tear me down


So is it worth it

All the possibility

Possibility of good

Of love

Of control

Of joy

Joy that doesn't seem to come

No matter what

I try


Die a little

Everyday

To stay alive


But for what


People that may miss me

But for them

Pain only lasts for so long


For me

It is perpetual

Everlasting

Chipping away at who I am

Losing myself

Slowly but surely

Til I am no longer

Human

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 23, 2018 ⏰

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