I'm scared of you
When I reach out to ask a simple question
I can't come to the result I wanted
We're getting closer again
And I don't know
If I want it
Or
Don't.
I'm sorry.
I'm too scared of what will happen to me
Will you push me away again?
Will you lie to my face again?
Will I be crushed again?
Tell me I won't be.
Someone tell me what to do.
I'm too scared to make my own decision
Because
Last time
When I'd thought I was standing by myself
I was being dragged down
Because I wasn't truly the one
Who made my decision
It had already been made
By someone who'd come undone
Someone tell me what to do.
Because I'm lost and scared.
Today, for now, the cafe is closed.
