IMPULSE [KiefLy]

Prologue

I need to isolate myself before anything else turns worse, habang kaya ko pang kontrolin ang lahat, habang natatandaan ko pa ang lahat. Many would think that I am being impulsive again, but no, I have thought of this countless times, and no one can change it, I guess.

I was lost in my thoughts when I felt someone called my attention.

"Ms. Valdez, pwede na po kayo pumasok sa office ni Doctor." pukaw sakin ni Ms. Anj, ang sekretarya ng Hospital Director.

"Ay, Ms. Anj, si Ma'am Monsanto po pakay ko, mag susubmit po sana ako ng resignation letter ko eh."

"Mag reresign ka na Nurse Ly? sayang naman. Alam mo naman isa ka sa mga most recommended na nurses dito eh."

"Aw, thank you naman. Yun nga lang po may ibang priorities na kinailangang mag bago Ms. Anj eh."

"Sabagay naman. Pero anyway Ms. Ly kahapon lang kasi may newly appointed na acting hospital director eh, nag early retirement si Ma'am Monsanto dahil napaaga yung pag migrate ng pamilya nila. Uhm, sasamahan na lang kita sa loob if you want." Offer ng sekretarya sa akin.

"Hindi na siguro, nang hindi ka na rin maabala. I can manage Ms. Anj, thank you so much."

"Sige Ms. Ly, best of luck, sanay ka naman sa mga bugnutin na pasyente, you can handle him as well." Pigil ngiti nyang sabi sa akin.

Baka stoic o strict o suplado yung bagong hospital director, bahala na nga si batman, as if I have a choice. I said my thanks to the secretary and bade her goodbye.

I inhaled deeply as I reached the doorstep of the Director's office. I was about to knock when I noticed that there were blood streaks on my shoes bilang galing pa ako ng ward for duty. I grabbed some wet wipes on my bag to clean the stains, just when I was about to bow down, the door swung open, and in that instant, I wanted to call all Gods and saints that I know of.

Our eyes met, we stared at each other for I don't know how many seconds, but I could not take hold of how he stared at me heavily, kaya ako na ang unang bumitaw.

At sa pagbitaw ko ng tingin, I felt a sudden throbbing pain in my head and my vision was slowly getting blurry. Here we go again, not now Lord, please. Huwag lang po ngayon.

Those were the last words that I silently prayed before I felt my knees went jelly and everything in hue was slowly fading.

xxxxxxxxx

A/N: as categorized this is a fanfic. so naturally not all scenes and parts are based on reality. wag niyo naman po ako i-message ng "ang layo naman sa characters nila Kief and Aly.." and the like. your choice to read. yun lang po. peace out!  ✌😊 -trixa