IMPULSE [KiefLy]

Chapter 6

I hurriedly went home after that incident. I wanted to cry my heart out. But as much as I wanted to lock myself up, I didn't want my parents to worry and be a burden to them.

Isang iyakan at bagsakan lang Ly, tapos tama na. Pangaral ko sa sarili.

Volunteer training was about to start mid January in a public hospital, I completed all the necessary requirements so I could fit in the job. I needed a productive diversion.

On my first 2 weeks, I had my fair share of struggles; being a student nurse and a professional nurse were two different things. It entailed more responsibilities and liabilities. Step by step, I was slowly getting the groove of it.

As for Kiefer, I had not heard anything from him since then. Mabuti na rin siguro iyon. Good riddance.

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"Ly, ano? Tara na lunch na oh. First batch na tayo, gutom na ako eh." Chye, my co-trainee whined.

"Mauna ka na girl, tatapusin ko lang charting ko. Go! Baka ako pa sisihin mo pag na hypoglycemic ka eh." Biro ko sa kanya.

"O siya, habol ka na lang sa pantry ha!"

Naging abala ako sa pagsusulat nang may marinig akong isang pamilyar na boses. Gutom na nga yata ako at kung anong guni-guni na ang naririnig ko.

"Excuse me Nurse, pwede bang i-check ninyo yung room 215." Sabi ulit nung lalaki.

Nag-angat ako ng tingin at tama nga ako, si Kiefer.

"Bakit? Ano nangyari?" Pormal kong tanong sa kanya.

"L-ly, nahihilo raw kasi si Lola." Bakas ang pagkataranta sa boses niya.

Agad akong tumungo sa silid at nakasunod naman si Kiefer. Pagkatapos kong maicheck at mabigyan ng paunang lunas ang lola ni Kiefer ay nagpaalam na rin ako agad.

Naglalakad na ako pabalik sa nurse's station nang hablutin ni Kiefer ang braso ko na siyang nagpalingon sa akin.

"Ly, tungkol nga pala sa ginawa ni Mika sa iyo, ako na ang humihingi ng pasensya. Sorry rin na hindi na ako nakapag paramdam sa iyo, naging busy ako kay lola." Mahinahon niyang paliwanag sa akin.

I pulled away from his grip. "Tapos na yun Kief, hayaan na natin. Sige, busy ako eh."

Akmang hahakbang na sana ako nang magsalita siya ulit. "Sorry ulit, sana Ly huwag mo naman akong iwasan."

All I ever wanted to do that time was to close the gap between us and pull him for a hug. But I needed to save myself from another heartbreak.

Everytime I was on duty, I was trying all means not to be assigned to Kiefer's grandmother. Not that I did not want her as a patient but because I was trying to cut all possible ties linking to Kiefer. His grandma's case was a long term hospital stay. She had too much complications at marahil dala na rin siguro ng katandaan.

But Kiefer was so persistent. He would always leave a food box in the station with a note that had my name on it. My colleagues would even tease me that I had a secret admirer.

"Huy Alyssa umamin ka nga, baka taga dietary yang admirer mo ah. Binubusog ka tuwing duty mo eh." Biro ng isa kong kasamahan.

"Hindi feeling ko hardinero yun. Lagi siyang nag iiwan ng rosas sa kotse ni Aly eh." Hirit naman ng isa.

Kiefer never missed a day to text me. I ignored him for countless times, but he just wont stop on trying to get my attention.

How could I even resist his charms and efforts?

One day I just found myself reciprocating all the efforts Kiefer had been giving me. Muli ay pinapasok ko na naman siya sa buhay ko.

Days passed quickly, Kiefer and I enjoyed each other's company. Kahit anong deny ko sa sarili ko ay alam kong hulog na hulog na ako sa kanya nung mga panahong iyon.

I persuaded Kiefer to enroll on an online course on biology on which he gladly complied. He said he was so inspired on my work and wanted to see himself on the medical field someday.

But then trials came his way. His lola's condition has gone worse that her body would not respond to any medications. Until her body gave up. 

I was not able to grieve with Kiefer on his loss. My work was so demanding that I was too preoccupied that time.

Dahil na rin siguro sa sobrang stress at pagod ay bumigay rin ang katawan ko. Tatlong araw na akong lumiban sa trabaho at nagkulong lamang sa bahay. My parents were also out of town that time. On the fourth day, I felt a little better so I decided to have a warm bath.

The moment I stepped out of the bathroom, I saw Kiefer sitting on my bed. My body wanted to panic of the past memory, napakapit ako sa tuwalyang tanging nakabalot sa katawan ko. But when I saw sadness on Kiefer's eyes, I ran into him and gave him a tight hug. I guess words were irrelevant that time.

"I missed you!" Kiefer said shyly.

"Sorry hindi ako nakapunta Kief." I answered. Kiefer kissed me on the lips instead. Damn. I missed him too.

I set aside all my fears and chose to respond to our raging hormones. I kissed Kiefer back with the same passion and intensity. His kisses lowered to my neck and I felt his hand on my breast. All the sensations were foreign to me but I lingered for more. Lust settled in so I threw all my inhibitions out of the window.

Kiefer laid me on the bed. I felt his hard on between my thighs, but my mouth dropped open when i saw his naked glory in broad daylight. Paano ito nagkasya sa akin?

My room echoed our screams as we reached our climax. We were both panting as we tried to catch our breath.

I was expecting a post intercourse cuddle but Kiefer just turned his back on me. Wtf.

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