Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

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Ed with Nash went home to prepare
space for Manuela and throw away Lydia's belongings , I told them too

Kelly and Kayla are still in shock , and crying . They are both emotional when it comes to abandoned babies

My mom is taking care of Manuela , and tries to show me how to change diapers properly , and how to feed her , since she won't be able to drink breast milk

Aaliyah is trying to find a way to contact with Lydia but all her numbers and social media are out of order

I asked from the doctor a private room and also if he knows anything about Lydia

He only said that she asked him to tell me that she had to leave , as she is unable to be mother and never contact with her . She will start a new life

"Shawn?" My dad says

"Yeah" I say , leaving Manuela to the hospital bed to relax

"What are you gonna do?" He asks him , And my mom sits next to Manuela

"What do you mean?"

"Are you sure you can take care of a new born baby? I mean , it takes major responsibility . And it's not easy. At all" he says

"What should I do then?"

"Give her for adoption. Shawn , we are dying to have a grandkid , but are you sure you can lift the weight?" My mom asks me , and I look at Manuela

Those little hands , that adorable nose , the fee blonde hairs on her head , her cute large brown eyes that when they look at me , I melt. How can I leave her ? How can I treat her the way Lydia did ? She is everything to be now . And I will be everything to her.

"I can.  I will raise her like a mom and a dad . She will never be miserable . " I  say taking her into my hands , and rest her head on my chest " will you support me?"

"We will support you at every choice you will make Shawn " my dad says getting up from the armchair and motions me to pass him Manuela . I give him Manuela and he seats back to the chair

Kayla and Kelly get into the room

" Are you okay ?" They ask me

" I try" I answer and they engulf me into a warm hug

"If you need anything with the baby . We are here. We need to get to the jym. Don't worry , we will cover you up" Kelly says and then they both leave the room

I seat on the bed , with my mom tidying the clothes they bought for Manuela. Lydia didn't want to organize space for her or buy her anything

"Shawn?" My mom says giving me a note that she finds on the bag that we brought from home.

"What is it?" Dad asks , and he puts into sleep Manuela

"I don't know" I say , getting the note in my hands and start reading it out loud

❛ dear Shawn ,

I couldn't leave you , both of you , just like that . I'm writing this real quick. I can't be with you. Or our daughter. I'm going away with Alex. You said that you will keep her into your reasonability. Do it then

I'm doing this like a pay back.  I loved you. But I love more Alex ans the life we will do together. I didn't want this baby . It would be better if it was dead

Keep her safe and sound . Don't tell her do what I did . I may not what to her into my life , but I don't what her to do the same mistakes with me

Show her the love for both of us. Do what you think it is right . Don't make her hate me. Tell hee our story,but don't make her hate me . I'm a terrible mother. That's why im leaving . I'm not going to disturb you anymore

Keep her safe

Lydia ❜

"How can not she hate her when she finds out the truth?" My dad asks , calming Manuela down , so she won't cry

"I don't know. But I don't want her to be near Manuela anyways" I say , getting Manuela into my arms , and missing her forehead

How can a mother be so cruel?

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