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The doctor gave me a special uniform so I can be in the birth procedure. And I don't know how I will manage not faint
"Okay are you ready Lydia?" The doctor asks her
"No" she replies , taking deep breaths and a nurse trying to build her confidence
"Well it's too late to back off" the doctor says , and he starts giving Lydia instructions . And It seems more complicated than most people say
"Push in the count of 3. One , two , three " the doctor yells the last number and Lydia starts pushing , and really breaks my hurt to see her in such pain , because of me
"I see a foot" I say and the doctor looks at me with a ' who's the doctor here?' expression so I get back to Lydia's side
"And Mr. Mendes there two feet now" the doctor says , and Lydia takes a few breaths before pushing again
"You can do this" I tell her , holding her hand
"No I can't" she says , in tears
"Cmom Lydia . Don't give up . You are almost there . Push are hard as you can when I tell you too. Breath , breath , breath , push , push , push " the doctor says and Lydia starts pushing and putting all her pain on my hand , but I don't mind. She is trying for once
"We have the body , cmom Lydia. " The doctor tells her
"I have been doing this for 2 hours" Lydia complains
"Other women do this at 36 hours . Now , push as hard as you can or wait 36 hours . Are you with me Lydia?"
"Yes" Lydia says
"Okay then , take a few breaths , someone hold Shawn ans when I say push with all the power left. One , two , three, push. Push . Push " the doctor commands , and a nurse comes by my side , ans hold me , and while yells as she pushes and somehow everything is better now
It's better because i can hear the baby's cry
"Congratulations Mendes. You have a beautiful daughter" the doctor says and the nurse gives me a scissor so I can cut the whire and ' disconnect ' with Lydia
"Won't it hurt?" I ask the doctor
"It will , but she won't fee anything" he says and I do as he says . She starts crying even louder , but then the nurse takes her away so she can't wash her and then bring her too us
"We did this" I say to Lydia
"Can you do me a favor?"
"What is it?"
"Not let her touch me . Don't bring her in body contact with me okay?" She says and a nurse seems surprised
"We only do that when babies will be put for adoption , so they won't recognize their mom" the nurse says and I look at Lydia
"I wanto recognize her father first. Its my fucking decision" Lydia yells and the doctor brings us tge baby
I take her into my arms , and I can't believe that I'm holding my own life. Life.. that's it
"Can I go to my room?" Lydia asks and the nurse takes her to her room
I continue having my daughter into my arms , and look at the cuteness
"Take a piece of my heart , and make it all yours , so when we are apart , you never be alone" I sing her and the doctor comes in
"Are you a singer?" He asks me
"No , I'm studying architecture actually, and I work for a jym ans teach guitar to kids , but not a singer" I say not removing my look from my daughter
"The song then?"
"I wrote it . With many others for her" I say referring to my daughter
"You are very talented. We will take her to do the needed check up and will bring her to you in less than 10 minutes". The doctor says and I pass him, her , and then go to Lydia's room
I'm a father
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I'm thinking of Delilah Zoe Mendes ,but I'm not sure
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Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)
FanfictionHighest rank : #4 in fanfiction 'take good care of her. I couldn't be a good mother for our little girl. Please don't hate me. More specifically don't hate our baby. Give her the love for both of us. Im sure you can. I'm sorry i couldn't be with you...
