Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

29

I decided to have a break from my every day life and go somewhere alone. Although Ela is with me so i don't know how alone I can be.

Ela is 6 months old. She has grown a lot I know. Funny fact that it has been 3 months since the day I found out that my dad suffered from cancer. And 3 months later here I am. In California. It has always been a dream for me to come here. And its weird that I'm in California now cause it is December and most people prefer to go to the beach and swim rather than walking around the town. At least I will have time to visit the music industry museum.

Aaliyah is doing better. Really. She is back to her life, having fun with her friends, going out and trying her best to get into a good university.

Mom is one of the best real estate agent in Canada according to the press. And it's really good how we have coped since dad when to a better place

"Where's my girl? Is my girl in California? What is she? She is a Caligirl" I say with a baby voice to Ela as I dress her up. She starts giggling and moving her hands and feet

Seeing photos of me from when I was a baby and looking at Ela I can say that she looks like me. A mini-female version of me. It's actually cute. But not that cute. Especially when I have to clean her up.

I put Ela in the sling and I put the necessary things into my backpack; and with  necessary I mean Ela's things and keep my phone and keys into my bag pocket.

"California ,get ready for the Mendes" I say as soon as I get out of the hotel room.

And for today,I will take Ela on the beach . I mean walk among the beach and sing a couple of songs to Ela. I like the way my voice sounds in combination with natural sounds. And DJ sets. And every other type of music.

Ela snissed as the sand hits her face and it's so adorable. And to be honest,every father finds what his child does adorable and unique

"Bless you" I tell her with a small laugh and I hold her head near my chest so the sand won't make her cry

I sit on a bench. There arent many people in the beach. Only a man taking a selfie.

"What a song?" I ask Ela and he just hits my chest with her hands "okay okay" I tell her taking a deep breath before starting to sing

"I found the love for me, darling just dive right in,follow my lead.i found the girl , beautiful and sweet I never knew you were the one waiting for me. We were just kids when we felt in love,not knowing what is love. I won't give you up this time. Darling just kiss me slow your heart is all I own" I sing to Ela and I see the man that was previously taking a selfie, going near us

Ela just contains that I stop singing so I decide to sing something else

"Never thought we would up here,should I know it from the start,I know you mean it when you say you love me but we try away to hard" I don't manage to sing further when the guy with glasses that was previously taking a selfie starts clapping

"Woah. I just got lost in the words. I haven't heard those songs again"the man says and Ela tries to look at him bit the sling blocks her

"The first one is my friend's song, and the second one is mine" I tell him

"Are you a singer? Or something?"

"No. Im not in the music industry" I tell him

"Aren't you that guy that 3 months ago was going viral on ig, Twitter and YouTube? And then deleted everything because his dad died?" He asks

"That's me." I say

"Andrew Gertler. Working for Island Records and owner of A.G.managing. are you interested to talk about something or are you still not interested to this due to your lost?" He asks and I look at Ela. My dad wanted me to have a career.

"I am" I tell him

_____________________________
Lets note that Ed isn't famous and is an everyday dude.
Thank you  for 3k 🤗🤗