Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

8

The doctor closes the door , so  Lydia will not hear what we will say . He takes a deep breath before he separates his lips and starts talking

"I have seen a lot of couples , coming hear to see if they baby is the result of their love or the result of the love with someone else . But she seems like she hates the baby. You know what that means?" The doctor asks me

"That if the baby is not mine , she will get rid of it" I say looking at my shoes

" Right. And I don't want to tell you that , but most of the couples that come here , leave without the baby" he says , referring to the fact that most times , the baby's father is someone else's

"I'm gonna push her to do something like that. The baby will live , and if it's not mine , she will clear things up with the other man . If it is mine , I will take care of it , since she doesn't want it . It's not that I wouldn't take care of the baby if she was already pregnant with it . It's that I found out about it by myself and she tried to play the victim. And I don't know if everything will be the same if the baby is mine. " I say , sighing softly

"Mr. Mendes , I would suggest to get abandotion or find an adoption family for it. Things won't be okay , even if the baby is yours. I'm just saying what seems right to me . And most of the times , the baby is unhappy in families,like that , which you will have" the doctor says getting in the room , leaving me outside to think of it for a little bit

But my brain has stopped working , weeks now . I punch the wall , causing a whole to appear on the wall and my fist lightly bleed

If the baby is mine , there is no way to get rid of it . I will give every single piece of me into her . And I can't decide anything if the baby isn't mine . 

I wipe away the blood from my fist with my shirt and then get into the room

The doctor walks to me , to hear my decision

"No. We gonna keep it . Just , tell me the reasons when they are out" i tell him ans he nods

I walk back to chair and sit back , waiting for the procedure to end .

I haven't thought of a name yet . I mean , if it is not mine , I can't name her . But if it is , I would pick something like Delilah or Grace. Avery would do too.

Meanwhile , the procedure has reached to the end , and we are waiting for the results . We are the cafeteria , waiting and drinking our coffees

"I'm sorry" Lydia says with tears in her eyes

"Not reason to be" I say , mixing my coffee with sugar

"It was an accident"

"You don't let a man , get between your legs by accident Lydia . You do it once . Not to the point that you can get pregnant from him" I say , taking a sip from my coffee

"What if Alex Is the father?"

"You will go to the baby's father"

"And If it yours?"

"We will continue being together until you give birth to her , then I will take responsibility of her , since you say that you can't. It will be my daughter too" I say , not regretting my words. She doesn't regret her actions. I just want to hold in my hands , my daughter , tell her stories , sing to her , have father - daughter trips and prove to everyone that I can be happy. And I don't care if Lydia , hates the baby . I will love her , for both of us

It has been 2 hours since the procedure reached to the end , and in a few , we will find out if the baby is a Mendes or not

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Yeah , I ended the chapter here cause I'm a bad bitch🤷