Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

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She comes and seats on the armchair , with a glass of orange in her hand , concentrating on the TV program

"We need to talk" I say out of the blue

"I'm watching the movie " she says rolling her eyes

"I'm don't care . It's just a stupid TV program that we have seen over a million times. We need to talk . And we really need to talk" I say turning off the TV

"Why are you acting like a baby ?" She asks me , taking a small sip from her juice

" Because you are experiencing a baby" I answer

"What kind of an answer is that?" She asks , taking the remote control and turning the TV on

She acts so innocent. If I was in her place , I would have died from the guiltiness on my skin . I'm sorry for that baby , having to experience all this , and now knowing who his father is .

"Who is the father of the baby?" I ask and she freezes for a second but then shakes her thoughts off and looks at me with an hurted face

"Are you really asking me this ? Do you have second thoughts for the baby? You obliged me to keep this thing . So don't tell me now that you don't want it . I don't want it either but I'm gonna give birth to it and then  do whatever I have to do. You are such an idiot" she says turning around , and laughing at something random

"You didn't answer my question. Who's the baby's father ?"

"You are Shawn. God you are such an asshole " she says rolling her eyes and switching the TV program

"And you are such a slut . But I'm not fucking with other women to have the title of 'asshole' , Lydia" I say and I feel the cold juice touch my face and burning for a few seconds my eyes

"How dare you to call me a slut? I'm not your ex. I'm gonna have your child and you don't show me any respect" she says , ready to cry

"I saw you Lydia"

"W-what do you mean?" She says , avoiding eye contact and with a trembling voice

"I saw at the Lover's park , with that blonde dude" I say , not wanting to add any further information

"And we were doing what?" She asks , like she doesn't know

"You were moaning , while he was fingering you. Are you okay with this information , or what to continue the description?" I ask with sarcasm

"You follow me? I can't believe you" she says like the only thing in this story is that I followed her " I can't believe you . I though we could trust each other and not spy. But no you can't do that . Of course not" she says rolling her eyes

"You have been fucking cheating on me ans you only have to say that? I'm not the father ? Am I? That's why you don't want the baby. Because you know it isn't mine. Don't cry and answer me. Don't assume me for spying and accuse yourself for being such a pathetic liar and cheater" I yell out of my lungs

"Shawn I don't know what to say" she says between her tears

"Is it mine?" I simply ask

"I don't know. I don't remember. I have been having sex with Alex since I was with you . And I don't know if you are the father or Alex. I don't why this baby because I don't want it to a bastard" she says , crying even more. And I guess Alex is the blonde guy.

"Why?"

"I don't know Shawn. I don't know."

"When were you acting like the victim?"

"I dont want you to keep me out" she says holding her belly

" When the baby comes to life , we will do him a DNA test . If it is mine , I will forget about Alex. if it isn't , you will go back to Alex and forget about me. Until then , you won't see Alex again" I say , getting into our bedroom , and getting my pillow and blanket

"Won't you sleep with me?" She asks

"Until we find if the baby is mine , no . And you won't get rid of the baby,okay?" I ask and her and she nods , going to the room

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