Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

1

It's has been an usual day. Like every other . But you can sense the intention around you

"Shawn?" Lydia calls from the bathroom

"Yeah?" I response , turning off the television

"Come here" she says and I get up , walking to the bathroom. I open the door and see Lydia , sitting on the floor, with tears in her eyes

"Woah what happened?" I ask running to her , then knee down to wipe away the tears from her face

"I'm so sorry" she only says before breaking down and crying even more

"Above what?" I ask , with worry filling my voice

"For that" she says pointing to the sink

I slowly get up and go to the sink to see 4 pregnancy tests and all with two blue lines . And that means one thing

"You are pregnant" I say with a smile . I'm gonna be a father. At the age of 20. But who cares. I'm gonna be a father

"I really didn't want this to happen" she says crying even more z making my heart break

"This is good news. You will be a mom. I will be a dad. This is great. We have our jobs . I will have finished my studies until the baby turns 1 . This is fantastic news" I say , helping her get up

"It is not good news Shawn. It's a baby. Not a stuffed animal . It needs responsibility , love and mostly money" she says walking out of the bathroom and going to the living room.

"What are you talking about? Money is never the key"

"It is Shawn. When you live in an apartment, you don't have a job. We can't make it through with the salary I get" Lydia says , seeing it all black and white

"We will make it . We will be happy. My parents will help us. Your brother will help us too. I will find a job . Im trying to get my diploma in architecture . I have two years left. I can teach kids how to play the guitar and gain money from it" I try to convince her to keep the baby. It's the only good thing that has happened to us in a long time

"Keep my brother out of it. He is dead to me. I don't want any help . From anyone. Do what you think Shawn. I just what to think about it" Lydia says , getting up from the sofa and walking to our bedroom

She was cool when we were talking about having a baby a week ago. She didn't care if we don't have that much money

I walk to the room to see her sitting on the edge of the bed , wkth her head looking down and her hands placed on her knees

I slowly walk to her side and sit next to her , looking at her before talking

"If you don't want this baby , we can do something about that" I say rubbing her back

"Even if we keep it , how will we make it through Shawn? We don't have money. We can't borrow money from your parents all the time.  " She says sniffing

"I will find a job. Jobs if it is needed. We won't be the parents everyone makes fun of . Do you know how many people can't have a kid? And we have the chance to have one and just throw it away?" I ask her and she looks at me , with her big beautiful green eyes that I felt in love with

"What are we gonna do now?" She says , laying her head on my shoulder , and leaving her hands free

"First of all , not cry. It's not good. Second of all , make sure that you are pregnant. Third of all , try" I say and I feel her tears roll from her cheeks z to my t-shirts.

I'm gonna be a dad , but she doesn't want to be a mom

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Sorry for the first chapter being so short
I hope you like the book