Lonely father // S.M. ( Completed)

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5 months old and it's a girl. We won't give her a name until , we find if it's my daughter or not. Now , i will not kick her out if the baby isn't mine , I will just tell her to go to the baby's biological father. It wouldn't be right if kept her under my reliability , while her father is fucking with her mother. It would feel right to me as a person . It would be different , if I met her when she was already pregnant . I would treat the baby as mine own biological child . But now , it's just fucked up

"Shawn? Are you okay?" My friend , Kayla , asks me ans I zone out of my thoughts

"Yeah" I answer as  rubbing my eyes

"You don't seem thought. A costumer has been trying to catch your attention but you wouldn't come back to earth" my other friend , Kelly , says and she is right . They know about Lydia and what happened . And I must say that they froze with hiw calm I was with the situation. It's a baby in the middle and I would never be cruel with a woman

"You need to do something" Kayla says

"Yeah. You can't just wait for the baby to come into life . I mean , yeah you can , but then what? Pack her things and send her to her daughter's father?" Kelly comments

"I really don't know. I haven't told a word to my parents . I haven't told anything to Nash or Ed . And I don't know what to do. They will all tell me to get rid of the baby and Lydia and I don't know if I want" I confess to them , as we start working to the cafeteria . We told our supervisor that we will take our break now , so we won't get into trouble

We sit down on the chairs , and we order our coffees . Nash and Ed are my childhood friends. We have been friends since ever. We used to live in the same neighborhood , since they are older than me , we couldn't be in the same class at school . They know that I'm going to have a daughter , but they don't know the latest news

"So?" Kayla asks , putting her long black hair into a bun and Kelly puts her blonde hair down

Even though they are sisters , they don't look alike . Kayla looks more like a latina star while Kelly looks like she was born from Swedish parents .

"I don't what to talk about it to anyone . They will make it even worse. And I don't know what to expect in a few months . I'm gonna die until them" I say , sighing loudly , making the girls feel sorry for me

"Maybe get one of those pre - birth DNA test" Kelly suggests

"What the fuck is that?" Both I and Kayla ask at the same time

"My friend was pregnant a few months ago and didn't know if the baby was her husband's or her lover's. So , she took a test , while she was 4 months old. It lasts 4 hours and about 2000$ but it is worth it , I think" Kelly says and I know she is talking about a manual friend of ours. And I'm seriously considering to have Lydia take that test

"Will that work? I mean ,I think after that Gloria got rid of the baby" I say to Kelly

"Yeah , because it was her lover's baby." She says with a low voice , as he husband still works for the gym

"You should go next week and take that test. It will cost both time ans money,but you won't be in this situation anymore" Kayla says , drinking for her cup of coffee and Kelly does the same

"I will take her there to take the pre birth test. I hope it will help us. And until then , I will have ths change to tell my parents about the chances of the baby not being mine. To Nash and Ed too" I say , taking a deep breath and then a sip from my coffee

I'm starting to see everything black and white. Like every single percent of confidence I had , it's lost now

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