Lathaniel
It was a miracle that he came back. I was beginning to think he wouldn't even bother, especially with everything I said to him. But that was all in the past, now...now it was time for us to just be a couple and keep each other safe.Right now Tobias and I were still in bed, cuddling and watching tv. Tobias was fiddling with his bracelet as we watched and it filled my heart with joy to know that he liked it.
Effectively he went and told his friends about it, making them wish I was their boyfriend. The previous night we had them over for a movie night and it ended up with us playing a game of truth or dare.
Though it happened over a month ago now I couldn't shake it out of my head. Tobias's mark had never alerted me of serious emotional pain, it was always physical. My skin tingled whenever he was slightly upset or sad but it never burned like it did that day we broke up.
"Kitten?" I asked and he hummed in acknowledgment. "That day we broke up...when I left I came back and healed your mark because it was hurting me...what was wrong?" I asked him making him look at me with a look that was unreadable.
He swallowed and sat in a way so he could face me. "I um...I have some, mental disorders." He answered. "What kinds?" I questioned. "I have major depression, anxiety and I'm slightly manic depressive...that day my feelings were all over the show and I had a couple attacks..." He explained.
"Attacks?" I raised my voice in question as I grabbed his hands and squeezed them. "I should've helped you..." I said sorrowfully. "No no...I hurt you too, you had your own things to deal with and even so...they were just anxiety attacks, they weren't as severe as what I could've had." He replied.
"But still, I promised to be there for you through thick and thin. I promised to keep you safe and out of harms way. I promised you so much and I want to keep those promises." I told him as I held his face in my hands. He smiled softly and shifted closer to me so he could put his forehead to my forehead.
"I don't remember you promising any of these, when did you?" He asked softly. "When we became official." I whispered before kissing him gently. He kissed back before pulling back. "I love you Lathaniel." He said softly. I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"I love you too." I replied. "Thank you for coming back Kitten." I said. "I couldn't stay away from the man that gave me heaven on earth for any longer." He responded making me smile at him.
"Can I ask you something Kitten?" I requested. "Sure." He replied as he cuddled into my side. "What would it take to make you my husband?" I asked him nervously. "Not much, I'd marry you an a heartbeat...but we'd need the approval of my family first. I want them to meet you and love you as much as I do." He proclaimed
"And I'd also need to know that you'd be willing to burn this place down." He added jokingly with a serious undertone. "What's wrong with this place?" I asked. "It's nice and all but it's not what I want for us. I want a little house in a neighborhood, a real normal life is what I want." He said, speaking so passionately too.
It kind of made me feel bad...who am I kidding, it made me feel terrible. He wanted normal and here I was, a fucking demon. The damned son of Satan.
"But it's whatever, we'd be together, our life could be half normal or not normal at all...as long as we're with each other, I'd love it forever." He added as he looked up at me, I smiled down at him and kissed his hair before cuddling some more with him.
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