Que moved out the way so he didn't get shot. I looked at the wall and saw blood splattered . Then I saw my son laying on the ground bleeding. He wasn't moving, crying or anything. I started screaming and crying. Jacquees called 911 and I held my baby. Chris rushed over to us and was crying.
Chris: I'm sorry CJ. (He said with his hands on the wombs. 2 bullets pierced his chest)
Nevaeh: YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU KILLED MY SON , I HATE YOU. YOU WILL ROT IN HELL FOR THIS SHIT!! GOD WHY???!! please CJ wake up for mommy. I love you. I won't live with out you. I need you please don't leave mommy like this. I'm sorry . (The police and ambulance had arrived and they handcuffed Chris. The paramedics rushed in and tried to revive CJ but they couldn't
Chris: I'm sorry , I'm so sorry . (Chris said through tears . The police put him in their car. Que was holding Jayda as she was screaming and crying.)
Paramedics: I'm so sorry ma'am. We lost him
Nevaeh: NOOOO!! (I screamed out. I kissed him , still crying and holding him. They took him away from me and covered him up. Then I saw the crew come in and all of the girls were crying . I got up and started knocking everything over . This can't be real . God no please. My baby has to be alive. I fell to the floor crying my eyes out. Que came over to me and hugged me and rubbed my back. Chris killed our son. That nigga will pay! After an hour I finally calmed down and the police and detectives were questioning us. They ruled this as a homicide and crime scene came out, and cleaned up. They asked us were we sure it was Chris. Wtf? We just told these motherfuckers Chris did it and he admitted to it. )
5 days later
I was getting ready for my sons funeral still in disbelief . My mom came in My room and hugged me and that's when I broke down.
Mama A: baby, it's ok. God called him home .
Nevaeh: no it's not ok mommy. You don't know what it feels like. You haven't lost a child. I can't take this. I can't see my son laying in a casket. I just can't
Mama A: I know sweetie. I can only imagine. God does everything for a reason. You have to go. I'm pretty sure CJ would want his mom there. ( we talked for a bit and we got in the limo and headed to the funeral. Que held me in his arms the whole time)
Jacquees: I love you . (He said as he kissed me on my forehead)
Nevaeh: I love you too (I said sniffing. We arrive and My family say at the front. I was suprised at how packed it was. I look over and see Chris mom 'Mama Joyce' and sister crying their eyes out. I sat down and the preacher started preaching. After about 30 mins of preaching, it was time to look at the body. I didn't want to go up there but it was my last time seeing my son , and this is my chance to say my final goodbye. I ended up going last. I went up there and I stared at my son. Laying there lifeless. I kissed him and grabbed his hand) Mommy loves you CJ. I'm going to miss this face . You-you- (I broke down crying. And screaming. I fell to the floor and let everything out. Everybody started praying and crying. It was so emotional then Mama Joyce came and hugged me and cried with me. She rocked me back and forth while U cried and cried. I got up and kissed him one last time and walked to my seat. People said words and then they closed the casket. We all left and I decided not to go to the burial because I was going to end up jumping in there with him. My family all went to Que's house and they made a huge dinner. I took a shower and laid in Que's bed and sobbed. Que came in and wiped my face)
Jacquees: baby. Please stop crying. I know it hurts but God wanted him more than you did. Everything happens for a reason. He will never put any more on you that you can bare. You're a strong woman. I'm here for you baby. Don't lose your self over this. CJ is fine, resting in peace. Jayda needs you. So try to be stable for her. (I smiled and kissed him. Que made me feel a lil better and I love him soo much for that) now come on so we can eat
