3 Months Later
Nevaeh's POV
Jacquees has been bugging me about having another baby. I'm not ready at all though. I went to the Doctor today and found out that I was 12 weeks pregnant. I've been thinking and I decided to get an abortion. I'm getting it in 2 days. I'm nervous and scared as hell but I have to do whats best for me. I stopped and got us food and then I head back to the house
Jayda: mommmmmy!
Nevaeh: hey baby girl, you ready to eat? (she shook her head yes. I placed her at her table and gave her, her food. I went upstaird to find Quees and I heard him talking on the phone so I stopped and listened
Jacquees: no... I can't keep doing this shit...yeah...we have to handle that because , I just cant man...I'm sorry..I'll go with you..Ok.. I'll call you later.
I clear my throat
Jacquees: hey baby?
Nevaeh: who was that?
Jacquees: nobody important baby
Nevaeh: Rodriquez don't play with me,
Jacquees: it was my homie
Nevaeh: girl?
Jacquees: uhh, um. No
Neveah: yeah whatever (he comes up to me and rub my stomach)
Jacquees: are you?
Nevaeh: (I hesitated) No (I lied)
Jacquees: (he sighed disappointed) damn man
Nevaeh: I know right (I looked away feeling so ashamed and sorry) well, the food is downstairs
Jacquees: thanks (We went to the table and ate. After that I got ready for work. I kissed them goodbye and then I leave)
2 Days Later
Nevaeh: Que wake up!
Jacquees: whatttt? ( he said annoyed because I have been trying to wake him up for about 10 mins now)
Nevaeh: Are you doing anything around 2:30, 3:00?
Jacquees: at 3;30 why?
Nevaeh: I have to be somewhere by 3;00 so can you take Jayda to Alayah's house please?
Jacquees: yeah. (It was 1 so I started getting ready, I showered, did my hair and put on my clothes. It was 2:30 so I left and went to my appointment. 25 mins later , I arrived. There were people outside protesting and I felt so terrible I started to tear up a little. As of right now, I'm not even sure about this abortion anymore. I'm so scared to have a baby again because of what happened to my son. Tears begin to fall down my eyes and I quickly wiped them as the Doctor called me name.)
Dr: Hello, Mrs. Carter, How are you today?
Nevaeh: Hi, I'm ok I guess. Just a little nervous
Dr:It's ok to be nervous, we get that alot. So first we're going to give you an ultrasound and print out some pictures for you then we'll get the procedure started, This will only take about 15-20 mins, (I nod and then he starts up the ultrasound. I was so sad for my baby and Myself. I can not believe this but i'm just not ready. He printed out the pictures and I just stare at them)
Nevaeh: wow (I startedto tear up)
Dr: are you sure you want to move foward with this process? (When he said that I shrugged my shoulders and just started balling) Ok I'll give you about 5 mins
Nevaeh: Ok (he left out and then I held my stomach) Hey my litle angel, I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do, I will never forgive myself for this. Mommy is not ready, every since your little brother died. I'm so sorry and I love you, You didn't ask to be here , you don't deserve this. I'm so sorry (I said while crying and then the doctor came back in)
Dr: are you going to go through with this process? ( I nod and then we get started)
Everything was completed and I felt terrible, I was walking out and as I was walking out, I saw
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Jacquees walk in with a girl .
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