Toxic •Jason McCann•

Chapter 35

•Jason•
'Plans'

I was in a state of confusion and anger. My mind was fabricated with the idea of Bella even slightly enjoying Austin's company and it baffled me because he was the last person that I wanted Bella to be seen with let out alone be around.

He was the reason why we were here in this shit hole of a school.

As I watched her face light up, laughing at whatever shitty joke he said, I came to the realisation that she truly fucked with him and didn't know the half of it.

I heard they had been on a date, a pussy little date to the fucking movies like they're 12 year olds.

Was it really my responsibility to tell her to stay away from him? Was she really my responsibility at all?

Fuck no.

But I fucking made her my responsibility by watching her every move, thinking about her every second, but the worst part of it all was despite all the messed up fucking feelings I had going on, I still fucking hated her.

"They're hella close. Clearly no one has told her that he's shady as fuck." Za said as he noticed me staring at them from across the yard.

"That's because no one knows anything about him. Because the girls all love him and the boys all suck up to him." Ryan answered sounding pretty jealous himself.

I could tell Ryan enjoyed Bella's company, he fucking was pussy over all this shit about the project when in reality it's just a chance for him to be obsessive over her. It was actually amusing.

"Do y'all really think it's a good idea for Austin to be around her? I mean her dad is a fucking cop, what if he finds some shit on Austin and lock the little bitch up before we get to him" Kyle spoke up as he stood in front of me, talking mainly to me.

"Don't worry boys, no matter what happens, I ain't letting that bitch get away, even if she gets in the way"