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Good Morning America, this morning we're being treated. YouTube sensation y/n y/ln is here joined with us.

*Audience claps

I could hear the screams from inside my dressing room, it excited me and made me anxious all at the same time.

She first started uploading videos at the beginning of 2016 and her last video put her over the top.

I was escorted to the main stage by a security guard named Kellen, he was very masculine despite his name.

It was a cover of "Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur, and here to preform an encore as well as her live tv debut, Y/n Y/ln!

That was it, my cue to start, I was so nervous but, the hundreds of fans standing outside with their signs made everything seem okay.

I meet you in the dark, you lit me up...
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Ladies and gentlemen y/n y/ln.

As I finish the song and walk off stage, I feel a sense of accomplishment, I felt like I was on the top of the world.

"How do you feel? Because that was amazing!" Chris says to me as I walk into the dressing  room

"It felt like... nothing that I've ever felt before... it felt amazing."

"Y/N THERE ARE CROWDS OF FANS OUTSIDE SCREAMING FOR YOU!" Ryan runs into the dressing room screaming

"No, no we don't have time. Crowds of fans are never a good idea, especially when it's unsupervised" Chris says

"But Chris, they've been standing out there for hours" I say

"No, if you want to meet your fans then we can schedule a proper one, we can't put you in a potentially unsafe environment and hope for the best... we just can't"

Chris seemed emotional on this subject.

"... Okay, I understand" I respond

"Yeah well... there's a movie premiere and an after party tonight that you've been invited to and I thought you'd enjoy so here are the tickets and... I'll be in the car" Chris says then walks out

"Wth happened to him..." Ryan asks

"I don't know..."
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Interview for Made in Magazine
June 2020,

Y/N- "... Chris had a daughter. She had gone to a party with friends and word got around that someone famous was in attendance... eventually a crowd of fans came... there was already hundreds of people there and one thing led to another... someone had a gun. Shots were fired, there was multiple victims and his daughter, Chloe... she died that night. She was only 14 years old. That's why Chris was tense around crowds..."
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Me and Ryan drive up to the red carpet for the premiere, I took him as my plus one.

"Damn that's bright" Ryan says as he sees the paparazzi taking pictures of everyone

"Yeah well, that's gonna be us in a second so..." I say

"You mean that's gonna be you, I'm not walking that thing" Ryan says

"Wait why? Your gonna leave me to walk it alone?" I ask

"Yeah b, I'm not your date and if I walk with you people will think I am, and you already know that type of drama does not die down if you fuel it" he says

"Ry, fuck what people think" I snap "who gives a shit!"

"... fine, but I don't want this" Ryan says as we get out of the limo

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