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"Welcome back were playing spill your guts or fill your guts, I'm joined with sincerely carmen from earlier and I believe we have some spilling to do dont we" He says

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"Welcome back were playing spill your guts or fill your guts, I'm joined with sincerely carmen from earlier and I believe we have some spilling to do dont we" He says

"We'll see" Ruth says

"Alright who wants to go first?" James asks

"I'll go-" Jai says

"How about y/n?" James says cutting Jai off

"Or yeah, that works" Jai says

"Let me just pull out my card and..." he says looking around the table. "I think you will have the bird saliva y/n" He says

"Thanks James..." I say

"Ok, y/n y/ln, there has been several rumors regarding your relationship with Lauren Jauregui. Have you ever and I mean ever, had any sort of romance between the two of you" He says

I didn't have to think for long. I already knew coming into this that I was going to lie my ass off so, that's exactly what I did.

"No. Me and Lauren have never had any sort of romance between us" I say

"...Fine then" he says

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After the interview with James ended, the questions did not. We had filmed that episode of the late late show early in the morning and we still had a few radio stations and other interviews to go to.

They all went a little something like this...
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"So, are you dating anyone at the moment?"

"No." I say

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"Are the rumors about you and Lauren from fifth harmony true?"

"No." I say

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"Have you ever dated a girl?"

"No." I say

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"Have you ever kissed or hooked up with Lauren Jauregui?"

"No."

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"Are you even into girls?"

"No....-Wait are you even allowed to ask that?!" I say

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It had been a long day of lying to reporters and all I wanted was for this situation to die down

"Hey did you see what Lauren tweeted like maybe 15 minutes ago?" Jai asks me

"No why?" I say

"Go look" He says
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Lauren Jauregui
@ anyone who has been asking about mine and y/n's relationship status... WTF ARE YOU DOING! Y/n has never once stated that she is attracted to women so, why are you trying to get her to??!
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       Replying to @laurenjauregui

Lauren Jauregui
And if she were attracted to women, pushing her out of the closet isn't the way to go! I'm so sick of people thinking this shit is ok!
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"I thought you said you and Lauren weren't on good terms?" Ruth asks

"We aren't really. Lauren is just the type of person to speak out about what is right, one of her amazing qualities" I say losing myself in my words

God I hope I didn't make a mistake.

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Hey thanks for saying what you said. The questions were really starting to make me uncomfortable |Y/N

Lauren| Yeah I figured. I know how hard it was for me to accept myself, and you don't need other people trying to force you

How did you do it? |Y/N

Lauren| Time. And realizing that you will never truly be happy until you are the real you

I miss you |Y/N

"Shit!" I say once I realize that I accidentally pressed send

It wasn't a lie though. I had a small panic attack waiting for her response. It wasn't fair for me to say that, I had broken up with her and texting her that would only hurt her more.

                       I meant as in you GUYS |Y/N

Like all of you |Y/N

Not you but you guys |Y/N

But you too |Y/N

But all of you... |Y/N

...

I'm sorry |Y/N
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She never responded.

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