"I. Love. You." I reiterate. "And I don't want you to be with Ty.... I want you to be with me...."
"Shut up" she says
"No" I say confused
"Stop talking" She says
"Lauren, I love you and I'm not going to stop talking about it" I say
"... Y/n why the fuck do you keep doing this to me!" She yells
"I'm sorry... I can't help it... it's you" I say with tears forming in my eyes
"It's me?" She says. "Yeah well I've heard that before" she scoffs
"I didn't know what I wanted before" I say
"I did!" She yells. "And now I don't anymore!"
"God Lauren I'm sorry I was a asshole before ok!" I yell. "But I fucking love you, what do you want me to do!"
"I don't know!" She yells
"Well I have an idea" I say
"I don't give a fuck about your idea y/n. I'm fucking engaged y/n!" She yells
"I know you are!" I yell back
"Why now... why couldn't you know before... why-" she says
"Oh I don't know maybe because you were fucking around with Ry!" I yell instantly regretting
"Of course" she says grabbing her things and starting to walk out
"Wait I didn't mean that Lauren stop" I say
"Then why'd you say it!?" She says
"I don't know... it was- it just came out" I look down
"... look y/n I'm really happy right now and I just... I just can't deal with your drama" she says turning to face me. "First you loved me then you didn't, then you loved me again and then you beat the shit out of my heart... Then I was happy and you were happy, but then I wasn't happy and you made me happy, but he made you happy and that made me happy. Sad but, happy"
"I know and I-" I say
"And now after sometime and meditation, I'm finally happy again. He makes a happy, So why can't you be happy for me" She says
"Lauren-" I say
"I love you I do but, maybe we're just not meant to be..." she says
I hate you. That's all my mind could say. But I didn't hate her, in fact I loved her more than anything else in the world, and I hated her for it.
"Whatever" I say
"Whatever? That's all you have to say?" She says
Truth is I was hurt. After everything I put her through I finally got a taste; and it tasted like shit.
"... Ok well then I'm gonna go... see you... see you later" she says as she walks away
That was 2 months ago...
Now it's, October 5th 2020, and the weddings tomorrow...
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Almost Home • (Lauren/You)
Fanfiction(Lauren/You) It has always been y/n's dream to be a famous singer but it wasn't until y/n was 17 that she started acting on that dream. Now 18 years old and in college, y/n has wanted this dream more than ever. One day y/n uploaded a cover and not...
