Kpop Imagines

B T S//J I M I N 2

A part 2 of this was a request.
Prompt: You leave for four years and come back suddenly.

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Jimin had let you in his place hoping to get a better understanding why you left, he wanted to hear your reasons and opinions.
"-and that's why I left." You sighed, feeling relief as soon as you told him. All these years you had felt bad for never answering Jimin's phone calls, answering his texts or listening to his voicemails. He really did try to get a hold of you but you let him slip away slowly. You wanted Jimin in your life but you also knew you needed a break, you wanted to find yourself, the real you and try new things but somethings didn't turn out how you expected them to be.

"Ok wait one more time. Explain to me why again?" Jimin questioned wanting to be clear of all thoughts.
"I left because I needed space, I wanted to have fun and go out not just being here all the time. It's kind of hard to explain why, I know it seems dumb now but at the time I felt like I was doing the right thing... now that I look back, it was a bit immature of me to leave without saying goodbye but half of the stuff I did I don't regret."

"I- I don't even know where to begin. Y/n you have no idea how many times I called, how many times I wanted to get a hold of you just to reassure myself you were fine but I eventually gave up. I thought you didn't want me in your life anymore." As Jimin expresses himself you hear how hurt he sounds. He really did expect you to give him some sort of sign that you were okay, he just wanted to clear his doubts.

"Trust me when I say I did. I didn't want to leave everything behind but I did want to start over."

"Did you ever think of telling me? Of giving me a heads up of your plans." Silence filled the room as soon as Jimin asked you that. He never rushed you to give him explanations; instead, he waited patiently for your response.

"I did think about it but.. but if I would have told you, things would have ended up differently." You didn't want to bring that up but it slipped out of your lips without thinking.

"Like?" He asked wanting to know more.

You sighed, "I don't know Jimin. Maybe you would have convinced me to stay."

"You think I would have held you back?" He questioned, now realising what was going on inside your head.

"Yeah probably." You tell him, spilling the truth as you try to hide your face by looking down at your lap.

"You know what y/n? You're right, I would have tried to stop you because that's how much I cared about you, I really fell for you then and I wanted you with me, would that have been bad? Would it be rude of me or would I have been insensitive for wanting you to stay with me?"

"Jimin." You wanted him to stop. You never sat down to really ponder on about how Jimin would have felt all that time. You would have never imagined that was what Jimin was thinking when you left.
"I think that's enough for today Jimin, I'm sorry. You have every right to be mad, disappointed and even angry with me." As you stood up he did as well.

"It's not really that y/n. I guess it was also my fault for expecting too much out of that relationship."
What Jimin just said made you feel like all that was your fault. Maybe you didn't seem to see it that way then but if you would have tried a bit harder, you wouldn't have to be standing in Jimin's home at almost midnight explaining why you did what you had to do.
Maybe I really was the one who messed all this up; you thought, feeling your heart sink.
"I'm sorry Jimin."

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I have no idea where I waned to go with this but there ya have it.
He's too precious I can't even-