Torn (harry styles)

64- For Now

When I wake up I almost forgot that I slept at Harry's and panic for a second about who's holding me.

Then I remember and a smile takes over my face.

We are no longer in the position we fell asleep in, I am now facing him. My head is on his chest and his arm is wrapped around my back. Holding me close.

I can't believe harry was actually okay with just cuddling last night, without sleeping with me first.

It's still so overwhelming that I'm even here, let alone cuddling and holding hands with Harry it all just feels surreal.

I lift my head up to check the time.

10:20am.

Harry suddenly grumbles sleepily and I place my head back down on the his chest.

He stirs slightly, pulling me even closer to him and my hand accidentally brushes against his area. I can feel that he's... happy.

My cheeks are definitely red so I'm glad he can't see me.

"Morning." His sleep rusted voice grumbles, sending a wave of shivers down my spine.

"Morning." I smile up at him.

One of his eyes is open a tiny bit and a sleepy smile is on his face.

"I should go soon, my mum is probably panicking right now." I groan.

"Ring her." Harry suggests lazily.

I stretch my arm out of bed and feel for my jeans.

Then I reach into the pocket and grab my phone.

I dial my mum's number and wait for an answer.

"Hello sweetie, where are you?" She asks and I gulp.

"I stayed at a friends house, sorry I didn't call I was really tired." I explain.

"It's alright darling, where did you sleep?" She asks the dreaded question, I really don't want to lie to her but I think I must.

"Perrie's. You don't know her."

"Okay dear, come home whenever." she says and I smile.

"Okay mum, love you."

"Love you too. Have a nice time with Perrie." she says and a pang of guilt penetrates me soul.

I don't lie to my mum. I never have so why do I now?

I quickly hang up the phone in case I accidentally tell her where I really am.

"What do you want to do today?" Harry asks me.

"Umm I don't mind. Have you got any ideas?"

"I told my mum that I would go and visit her. I guess you could come? If you want to." He rambles with a yawn.

Visit his mum? Wow, that's a step and a half!

"Not in a weird way or anything, it's just well she has a pool so we could have a swim and stuff. I don't mean that we have to be with her. That would be weird." He explains and it makes sense now.

"That sounds good. I will have to pop home first to get some swimming stuff." I say and harry nods.

I make an attempt to get up and out of bed but Harry pulls me back down into his arms. His skin hot on mine.

"Just five more minutes." He groans and I giggle.

We lie there together for five more minutes and a sad point crosses my mind.