I finish my cocktail and sit quietly, lost in the haunting thought of Evie and Harry being together.
They're just not right for each other.
My once bubbly drunk feeling has just turned into a heavy but hollow feeling inside me, making my mind blurry and eyes achy.
I want to go home.
"Guys I have to go now, it was nice seeing you all though." I flash my best fake smile and Harry jumps out of his seat.
"How are you getting home?" He asks me and my heart leaps.
"Um.. I could... I'm gonna call a cab." I stutter.
"I'll take you." He states.
"No it's fine really." I say when I see the look Evie is giving me. This is all so awkward.
"Nah Harry mate, I'll take her." Niall chirps in and Harry glares at him in disgust.
"Thanks Niall." I smile weakly, I do kind of want Harry to take me.. but he has other plans so....
"Let's go." he says to me and then turns around to Harry and Evie.
"See you around guys, have a good night haz." I see Niall wink at Harry and nudge him suggestively with his elbow.
My stomach tightens and my heart stops.
Harry and Evie are going home together.
I forgot.
"Bye. Have a good night." I turn my back to them both and begin walking away, I hate this.
Niall jogs to catch up with me and takes me out to his car.
"This has been fun." He says as we pull out of the car park and begin driving down the dark twisty roads.
"Yeah.." I lie, it's been confusing, fucked up, and heartbreaking.
Except for my kiss with Harry. That was perfect while it lasted.
Until I remembered what happens after, the pain I have to go through everytime we come close to being together.
I wonder if I'll ever get over him, if I will ever just be able to forget about him and move on?
I tell Niall my dates and we sit in silence for the rest of the drive.
When we pull into the road outside my house, Niall parks the car and turns to face me.
"I had a really nice time tonight." he say in a deeper, more romantic voice.
No I can't let this happen, I have to let Niall know that were friends and only friends.
Oh god, here goes...
"You too, buddy!" I say loudly with a smile, bumping my fist lightly on his shoulder.
His face twists with confusion for a second but soon stretches to a small sad smile.
I feel bad, that had to be one of the most awkward and blatant friendzoning moments.
I hold in a giggle until I'm out of that car and inside my house.
It's midnight now, so I better go to bed.
I'm just not that tired.
I have a shower, washing away Harry's presence off my lips and body.
I wash my hair, shave my body, and get out of the shower.
I then moisturise and put on a white T-shirt with navy blue sleeves and neckline, with a pair of denim look cotton pyjama shorts.
YOU ARE READING
Torn (harry styles)
Fanfic'I wish I'd had the intelligence to stay away, to ignore every single molecule of me pulling me towards him.'
