Torn (harry styles)

80- The Beginning, The End.

Skye's P.O.V

"How can I be sure of that though? Every time you have apologised there's always something else, usually something worse." I explain, I want to forgive him; I just also want him to prove to me that he's changed before I become officially invested in someone that has a reputation of hurting me.

"I have, I don't know how to prove this to you. Skye, please. Just take my word for it. I really do love you, a lot. You know that. If you just give me one last chance to make it up to you. I promise I won't mess up again. I will give you my absolute all." He says slowly at a low volume, my heart beats fast as I listen to these words falling from his perfect mouth.

"Do you really love me?" I have to ask, I still can't believe it.

"Yes, of course I do. Do you really think I go around saying and doing all of this to any random girl? No, Skye your different. Your special." He licks his lips and I feel his warm fingers slip between mine and entwine our fingers together.

"I love you." I say quietly, blood rushing to my cheeks and this empowering feeling spreading throughout my entire body as I realise, this is it. This is the real thing, I'm so in love with this curly dimply but dangerous boy that I cannot begin to imagine my life without him.

"I love you." He repeats my words in his deep raspy voice, tingles evaporate over my skin and I turn my head. Our eyes meet with an instant electrical bond. His eyes look soft and dreamy as he stares down at me, his sweet cherry lips are smiling ever so slightly and the dimple on his cheek is barely noticeable but you can see the groove in which it dents when he smiles widely.

"Harry?" I ask, looking away and snuggling my body further into his.

"Yeah?"

"Stay here forever." The words fall out of my mouth before I can stop them, my cheeks heat again and I hold my breath and wait for his response.

A soft, amused chuckle jiggles in his chest, causing my head to bounce up and down for the few seconds that he laughed for.

"What about college?" He jokes.

"Screw college." I joke back.

"You badass." He chuckles again.

"Well, you know me." I say sarcastically.

"I do, and I'm glad." He says in a more serious tone.

"You are?" I ask him and I feel him nod, his chin touching the top of my head for a few seconds.

"Do you remember who I was before I knew you?" He asks me, I don't respond. Remembering everything I went through.

"Skye, if it wasn't for you, I would still be that person. That horrible, nasty person who didn't give a shit about anyone. You made me who I am, you made me care for someone, helped me realise that human beings aren't too bad after all. Thank you so much, fuck... Skye, you... You found me."

My heart beats quickly, I will never be able to get used to Harry saying all these beautiful things to me. Every time he says things like this, it takes my breath away.

"It was worth it." I smile to myself.

"What was?" He asks me, I think it's my turn to let him know how I feel about all of this. And it's only just come to me, it was worth it.

"You, being an arsehole to me and making me cry all those times. Me sticking around, it was totally worth it. At the time, I just wanted out. I wanted to forget all about you and drop you from my life. God, I hated you. But it was too late because I already loved you. I wanted to be around the Harry you only showed me occasionally, so I waited, I stuck around for ages just so I could see your smile and hear your voice. It was all worth it, because now, I get to see him all the time. I just wish I could go back and tell myself that you'll change, that you'll turn into who you are today. I was so lost, Harry you found me too."