Torn (harry styles)

32- 'Is The Offer Still Standing?'

The lesson continues, I feel bad for what just happened with Harry. I completely forget about that note, and how I left him stranded that day. It is awkward how I opened it on that page in front of him, I know if it were the other way around I would find it very uncomfortable and upsetting.

I look over at Harry. His curly locks pushed back slightly. His eyes concentrating on the front. Scanning the board and the professor. His soft berry lips are slightly parted as he focuses on the front.

His pleasant manly smell fills the area between us.

Then I loose it. I loose very ounce of common sense that I have. I do something that I probably shouldn't do.

The moment I slide over my notebook for harry to see, I thought I would regret it. But instead, I wait in anticipation for Harry to give his response.

He smirks, the corners of his mouth curling slightly. Relief hits me, relief... And nerves.

Underneath the note he had written to me a while ago, 'Meet me at our bench at 7pm, H x'
I wrote
'Is the offer still standing? x'

My heart races as I see him take out a pen and jot something down on the notepad.

'Yes x'

I release a breath I didn't realise I was holding and smile to myself... creating a reply to his last message.

'See you there, sorry about last time. I WILL be there today x'

It took gut to pass him this message, I don't want to trigger any of his anger right now.

'I know you will. Although you can't count that I will be x'

As soon as he passes the note to me, my heart races. Embarrassment floods me as I no longer know what to say. I look at him; he is half smiling, not one of his friendly, flirty smiles but this one looks a bit more menacing.. More evil. It's like there is something hiding behind his eyes which I can't distinguish what it is. And that scares me.

I write the only reply which comes to mind.

'Will you? x'

He hesitates for a minute which feels like an hour before passing me his reply.

'I guess you won't know until you get there. x'

He's right, I won't. And that also scares me.

I think I'm am just going to have to take the change that he will be there. That he will come. I don't know why I am putting this much faith in Harry, especially after everything that's happened. But I guess I'm just this stupid.

Class is dismissed and harry pockets the note. I wonder why for a second but that thought is soon demolished when he gives me a small smile. One where his lips are curling gentle upwards and his smile looks so pure, so good. It doesn't match him; but I love it!

We don't even wish each other goodbye as we leave, but somehow- that's not a bad thing. Because I know I'm seeing him later, so I guess no goodbye means our conversation isn't over? I don't know but it's certainly making excitement brew inside me.

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Hey guys! Sorry I know it's only short, really short! But I thought I would just post this quick one now to keep the suspense high before posting the next few chapters. Thanks for reading blah blah blah love you all xoxo