Torn (harry styles)

48- What Happens Now?

The journey home was peaceful. Nothing was said, and nothing needed to be. Harry drove me all the way home, it's now 4pm. I'm just thankful another random guy didn't stop me in the streets of that strange town and imply that I was some kind of hooker!

"Take care." Harry says softly as I open the car door ready to get out. I stop for a minute, pulling the door closed again.

What if this is it? What if me and Harry's friendship is going to end and back at college everything will be back to normal?

"What is it?" He asks.

I breath in, here goes nothing.

"What happens now?" I ask, turning in my seat to face him, looking him dead in the eye.

"What do you mean?" He responds, his features twisting in confusion.

"I mean, will we just go our separate ways and then not talk anymore? Forget this nice day ever happened and you'll go back to being an arsehole to me and I'll keep trying to make myself hate you? You'll say something rude and spiteful to me in history then straight after you'll say something to make me laugh and then I'll curse myself for letting my guard down? No, this can't keep happening." I finish my speech feeling good and hoping he won't laugh.

He ponders what I've just said, his eyes look deep in thought as he scans mine. Probably digging into his brain for some kind of explanation.

"So what exactly is your question?" He asks me, furrowing his brows.

"My question is, is that what will happen? What I just explained? Is it really just going to go back to that?" I shake my head and widen my eyes.

"What's changed?" Harry asks me and I feel my insides drop. What's changed? I thought quite a lot but he clearly doesn't agree.

"I...I don't know." I say shyly my confidence from before have been completely demolished by Harry and his verbal wrecking ball.

"What did you think? That we would be walking around college together? Like the fucking best of friends? No, think again." I want to get out of this car but I can't move, his words are filling up the car with thick, tense air and it's making me want to scream.

"You just said it yourself Skye, you want to hate me. So why don't you just fucking hate me? I'm sick if your games, if you don't want to allow yourself to even consider getting along, then why are you doing this? Why are you still here, why do you even try to talk to me if you don't want to?" He says and his eyes turn cold, and hateful.

I want to cry, fall into his arms and admit that I...

My lungs feel like dried prunes, every last breath they once contained had been long sucked out my Harry's venomous fangs. Draining every last speck of hope and happiness from me.

"I just couldn't stay away." I try to tell him, my wording is wrong.

"Oh yeah? Well let me make it real fucking easy for you, get out." He spits. Giving me one last glare before turning away from me and starting up the engine.

"Harry...please just-"

"I said get out!" He raises his voice. Looking back at me with fire in his eyes.

"You don't understand!" I whine, please just give me a minute to explain.

"No you don't understand! You said you want yourself to hate me, and that you can't stay away. So here I am, making it really fucking plain and simple. Making your part of the deal really fucking easy!" He yells, his face reddening with anger. I quiver and back away towards the door until I feel the handle digging into my back.

"Harry I...I...lo-"

"I don't want to hear it, now get the fuck out of my car and stay away from me." He says,turning away. Switching on a different cd in which starts screeching aggressive sounding rock in which I don't understand.

I finally give up and leave. He won't hear me out, he won't even try to listen to what I have to say.

I open the door and slowly, sadly walk into my house. Harry's car drives away until it is no longer in sight and I head into my house. Tired and emotionally drained, I head straight to bed. No second thoughts.

I will just have to allow all my thoughts to eat me alive in the morning, right now I don't have the energy to even think about what's just happened.

What have I done?

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*i know it's really short!

Hey guys! I know the original plan wasn't to triple update but I guess it's your lucky day! I saw the reads on torn had gone up to 2.3k reads in one evening so that means another 100 people are reading it. So that's what inspired me to post this real quick.

I know it's upsetting, everything was going so well! But Harry and Skye are bound to have a few bumps along the road aren't they?;)

Thank you so much to everyone who reads, as I said before; when I get some free time I'm going to rewrite the first few chapters as they are embarrassingly bad. So sorry.

Thanks again, for everything.

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