As I walked along the hallway to my history room, my heart beat got faster and faster. My attitude towards entering this class has completely changed. Earlier today I would have been preparing my apology to Harry and making up excuses to why I couldn't come. But now; after hearing what I just heard, all I want to do is let him know how angry I am. This isn't on.
"Skye" a cocky voice hummed behind me. Not him. Not now. You have to be kidding me.
"What?!" I spoke rudely, spinning round to face him.
"How've you been?" Dexter smiled deviously.
"Great, actually better than great!" I lied, I haven't been great... But that's not because I've missed him. To be quite honest I have only even thought about him a couple of times.
"Great." He mimicked. "So have you missed me?"
"No." I snapped.
Dexter chuckled and leaned against a locker. Giving me his puppy face, I'm not...falling for it.
"Really babe? Cause I've missed you like hell."
Don't listen Skye, he's lying.
"Whatever." I scoffed, looking anywhere but him.
"Give me another chance please? I can make you happy." He begged.
I am surprised by his request. I mean, I know he's horrible and doesn't deserve another chance after what he did... But he's right, he did make me happy... Really happy.
"Are you serious?!" I yelled quietly.
"Yes, I've been nothing without you. Baby girl I want you back." He whined. Huh?
"What?" I puzzled, this cannot be happening.
The only reason to say no, is that he cheated. Right? It's not like me and Harry have anything. It would be good for me to move on wouldn't it? Besides, dexter is better for me than Harry...I think.
"I've missed you so bloody much Skye, I want you to be mine again." He moaned, reaching out for my hand.
I'm so shocked that I didn't snatch it back. I don't know what to do or think. This is all so weird. Why today of all days? Why is everything to inconvenient and complicated? Why can't I just be at peace for a bit?
"Dexter I don't know what to say." I confessed. I am so fucking confused...
"Then don't say anything, just kiss me." He smiled. Leaning in and kissing my shocked lips.
His lips felt familiar against my mouth, he was very salivary, I never liked that about him.
I didn't kiss him back as such, but I didn't stop him either. He moved his lips around a bit before I pulled away.
"Dexter you can't just come here, ask for me back then kiss me and expect me to be okay with it!" I said, my voice didn't sound annoyed. I don't know whether I wanted it too or not.
"Look babe I know, I screwed up. I regret what I did so much, you should be my girl. Baby were so good together." He pleaded. He's right, we were so good together. But things changed, he cheated. Should I really be taking him back?
"Please Hun, take me back!"
Ugh, I can't literally
I want to be left alone.
"I'll think about it." I finally said. Will I? There's no harm in it, I guess?
"Thank god, I've missed you so much baby cakes." He licked his thin lips. Those pet names don't sound right coming from anyone's mouth. A sudden burst of anger hit me about Harry, I can't believe after everything he did to me I wasted my time thinking and crying about him. I know dexter has been pretty horrid too.. But at least he seems to genuinely care about me.
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Torn (harry styles)
Fanfic'I wish I'd had the intelligence to stay away, to ignore every single molecule of me pulling me towards him.'