Oblivious Love

Chapter 31: Unbroken - Part 1

Chapter 31: Unbroken - Part 1

YN's P.O.V

"Fredo??" I said confused by his visit,

"What's up baby girl," he said happily letting himself in,

"Uh, what're you doing here, I didn't expect you to come and see me,"

"I should he asking you that, why are you even here. You're supposed to be at Justin's," he said plopping himself on the beige fluffy couch,

"Well Justin and I had our separate ways, it's no big deal." I said looking down,

"I heard. But it seems like a big deal, I've never seen you and Justin like this." He said frowning, "what would you say if I told you that I talked to Justin earlier," he said,

"About what?"

"About you YN. We talked about how he made a huge mistake-"

"I don't want to hear it Fredo," I said walking to the kitchen, Fredo followed behind me and sat on the bar stool as I took a bottle of water from the fridge,

"Please hear me out," he said and I shook my head, "for my sake!" He said, I looked at him and nodded,

"He hates that he treated you like that YN, but it's not all his fault that he thought you cheated on him with Ryan. There were pictures of you and him kissing, what was he supposed to think," Fredo said,

"He could have believed me that Ryan kissed me by force. He didn't trust me and that's why he thought I cheated on him," I said,

"But he does trust you YN. He just needed time to think about all this, but he has always trusted you!" Fredo said,

"Oh so is that why he thought I slept with other guys. Is that why he even had doubts that this was his baby!" I shouted, "h-he called me a slut Fredo. No girlfriend should put up with that!" I said feeling a tear slip down my cheek,

"Trust me YN, he regrets every word he said. You could tell he wasn't even himself." Fredo said,

"Is that why you came, only to tell me Justin regrets everything he said," I said rolling my eyes,

"No. Justin wanted to come here himself but he thought you wouldn't let him in again after what happened. So he brought me to tell you," Fredo explained,

"Tell me what?"

"That he trusts you YN and he didn't mean what he said. Ryan got to his head but he knows the truth. He understands if you don't forgive him and take him back but he wants you to know he still loves you," Fredo said, I stayed quiet and looked down.

Sometimes I wonder if this is all worth it - fighting against the world just for love. Sometimes I wonder if Justin deserves better than me. I'm just a Canadian teenage girl who has just happened to fall in love with her best friend. How am I special to all the million girls that Justin could love? Yes I may be an international teen pop star, but this could all be flop! I might be known today but tomorrow I'll just be the once loved...I don't want that to happen, but it could happen.

Maybe that could happen to Justin and I. He might find someone better than me and I'll be his once loved. I wouldn't be shocked if it becomes reality, with all the imperfections I have he has a reason to find someone better than me.

"YN??" Fredo caught my attention, I shook my head taking myself from my overthinking thoughts,

"Yeah, sorry,"

"So what you say about you and Justin. Do you forgive him?" He asked with hopeful eyes, I looked at him and slowly nodded,

"I can understand why Justin didn't trust me at first, Ryan can be deceiving but I won't allow Justin to take me back," I said, I could still feel the stained tears on my cheek. I had my arms wrapped round my body,