Oblivious Love

Chapter 33: Only Yours

Chapter 33: Only Yours

YN's P.O.V

Opening my eyes to the beaning light from the window, I sluggishly grabbed my phone from the night stand so I could see what the time is - 8:50. Today it's the rehearsal for the AMA's and I'm kinda excited for it. Everyone is going to be stunned to see me again, and I hope that's in a good way. I just want everything to go back to how it was and hopefully if I do a great performance at the AMA's, people will see I'm still the YN they all know not a psychotic girl who tried to kill herself. I'm still going to be scared with what happened, but the only way to move on is to try and forget.

"Morning princess," I heard a raspy voice over my shoulder, I looked over and I saw Justin lying there exhausted with messy hair,

"Good morning bed head," I said giggling as I ran my fingers through his hair, I leaned in and kissed his cheek making his eye peek open,

"Guess what today is," he said,

"The big day!" I said biting my lip looking down,

"You nervous baby?" He asked and I nodded, he pulled me into his chest and kissed my forehead,

"You shouldn't be nervous. It's just like old times, you're going to a natural," he reassured,

"What will people think of me? They'll probably look at me as if I'm mental for what I did," I said,

"Aye don't say that. Baby everyone is going to be excited you're back. You went through hell but you're still here even stronger - that's brave. To be honest people might think of you as a hero," he said smirking,

"Hero?? Doubt that. Not sure you know but most heroes are perfect, and I'm far from that," I said,

"Uh uh, remember my promise,"

"That you'll try to show me that I am worth it. I know, but it's going to be hard when I have so much self hatred over myself," I said,

"We'll stop the self hatred. I'm willing to take the challenge so I can finally show you how perfect you are to me," he said kissing me, he got out of bed and waked to the bathroom,

"You better be quick cause I'll need to shower after you," I shouted so he could hear,

"I'll take my time then," he replied, I rolled eyes smiling,

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"Thanks again Mora for the breakfast," I said,

"No problem Mi Sol, hope you enjoy your rehearsals. Who's going to be there anyway?" She asked, I shrugged and looked at Justin,

"The crew and some other artists," Justin said vaguely,

"Like..."

"Scooter's artists, you'll see," he said, I glared at him smiling. I really wanted to know who was going to be at the rehearsals, but usual Justin likes making it a surprise.

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We arrived at the venue for the AMA's - the Nokia Theatre. It didn't take long considering it was still in L.A. Justin and I wear wearing our dancing clothes so we were prepared for the day. As we got out the car we were gushed over with paparazzi. It didn't really bother us, in fact it made me smile seeing them so eager to take as much snaps as they could. Justin and I smiled at the cameras waving as we walked,

"YN HOW YOU FEELIN'? YOU DOING GOOD!" A pap shouted,

"Great actually, never been better! Thanks for asking," I said,