12/28/14
Entry 42
Just three more days until New Years... Mom has been in a bad mood lately... Its either with James, who is working longer hours... Or with Elian.
The truth is, her being a more ir less neutral mood is... Pissing me off! She doesn't even give us any emotion anymore! Not even trying to either!
Did... Did I do something wrong? Did I upset her in some way? Or is she upset for no reason?
I... I don't understand any of it... And I want to make it stop...
I had asked her if something was wrong... I had asked it more than once... Still... She gives that same reply... She says nothing is wrong... Not to worry about it... That it's nothing...
I'm tired of this... Tired of being left out and no one telling me what is wrong... My best friend does it... My sisters do it... My own mother does it... My dad... He always told me what was wrong... He now can't do that...
They all wonder why I don't talk... The answer is simple... So simple... They just don't want to see it...
They don't answer me when I do... The only ones answering are those in my head... A once lonely girl can never go back to the way it was... And she can never change to be the way it should.
Bye... See you next time...
-TC
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