The Other Lovato

Let it out...

*Kelci*

For the longest time this has been my biggest fear. I didn't want anyone to know,but now i do. I want to because I don't want to be sad anymore and I know if I don't tell someone now things will just continue to get worse until eventually I go too far. The only problem is i don't know what to say. I know how I feel but I don't know how to put it all into words but I need to tell them.

"Come on baby girl,let us in. I know how hard it is but it only gets better from here. When you tell someone it gets easier I promise. Telling someone & getting help was the best thing I ever did. You can do this,just tell us what happening"Demi tells me,still holding me close in her lap as I cry.

"I don't know"I say almost as a whisper but they both hear me

"I know it's hard to put into words, but don't think about it too much. Just let it out. We are here for you& we will listen"Demi says,encouraging me to speak more. After a few minutes of silence I finally speak.

"I don't know what's happening, I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm always sad and I keep trying to be happy but I can't. I don't wanna be like this,I hate it. Please help me. I want to diee" i say

"Oh baby girl"Demi says soothingly as she holds me tighter

I can tell by her voice that she is crying,I don't need to look. I look over at Dallas to see her crying also. What did i do? I made both my sisters cry,they don't deserve this.

Before I know it I'm out of Demi's lap&running into bathroom. I make it in, shutting&locking the door behind me. Then I sit on the ground whilst I breakdown. I can hear Demi&Dallas talking faintly but I can't make out exactly what they are saying. Everything starts to slow down, then suddenly I see&hear nothing....

A/N: this is short ik I'm sorry,also sorry for any mistakes. A couple weeks ago I re-read this and I realised that it is going very slow. &im sorry if it has/is annoying you cause it is now annoying me also haha. For right now I'm going to work on speeding it up a little just so it's not really dragged out. Eventually I will go back and edit it but for right now I am going to keep it the same.

I want to update more and I'm going to try too. But I really don't know where I wanna go with this story, so please if you have any ideas let me know. No ideas are bad ideas. I would really like your input.

The next update shouldn't be a long wait. I promise, but I will be updating lovato-Jonas also today so if you also read that look out for it!!
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