The Other Lovato

Sam?

*KELCI*
(Trigger warning)

I was woken abruptly to the sound of somebody shouting. I slowly sat up and started searching for my phone to see the time.I don't have a clock in my room because well who even uses them now? When you have a phone you don't exactly need to be looking at a clock; plus it's so much easier. Eventually I found my phone it was at the bottom of my bed. Why? I'm not to sure

The time read 4:01 am. Usually if I woke up at this time o would try go back to sleep. Try being the keyword. But today I'm not tired so I decided I would go on a run. I know going on a run at 4 in the morning proberly isn't the smartest decision but hey ho.

I crawl out of bed and make my way into my closet. I grab a Nike sports bra, adidas jogging bottoms and a random shirt. I put my clothes on the cover up the scars on my arms. Even though it's 4am I don't want my arms showing. I don't like looking at them. It makes me feel horrible because I don't know why I do it to myself. But as much as I don't like them right know I know i won't feel the same later. It's all that helps. Once I have finished I put my makeup away then I quickly throw my hair up into a pony.

I grab my headphones and phone then start to walk out of my room. As I am walking downstairs I hear that shouting I heard when I woke up is still going on. I decide to go see who it is shouting plus I should proberly tell someone I'm leaving. I walk into the living room to see Demi sat on the couch talking well shouting at someone on the phone . She sees me walk in and hollers me over to sit by her I do so.

"Oh just fuck I cannot be bothered talking right now bye!"Demi screams. I just laugh

"Who was that?" I ask

"Management" Demi says sighing, I just nod

"Anyways I am going for a run" I tell her

"At 4:23 am?" Demi asks I nod in return. "Not in your own you aren't I'm coming with you. Wait here and don't go without me" Demi says before running off back upstairs

Minutes later Demi is back in he gym attire and we are ready to go. Demi leaves a note on the kitchen counters just In case we aren't back before everyone wakes up. Then we set off.

We have been running for about 15 minutes. We haven't talked really which is good I like to focus on running instead of blabbing on about nothing. I don't know where we are going because Demi made me go this way. Its apparently her route that she used to take when she was younger. I didn't question it I just followed her.

Right now we are running up a hill and it is huge. I'm not gonna lie I'm finding it hard but in the end it will work out ok. I need to push myself like this to loose the weight. I don't want to hate my body forever by loosing this weight hopefully I will be happy with myself?

We made it to the top of the hill. The view is amazing you can see everything from here. I'm sat on the ground whilst Demi went into the little shop to get us a water each. Demi came back with the waters then told me to follow her. We walked to the back of the shop where nobody else was then we sat down on the a little peak.

"This is where I used to come when I was your age. I'd do this run every day near enough. I'd come here to think. Kelci are you okay? Something about you is different since the last time is came home. I know we weren't talking them but I still know something in you has shifted. Kelci you can tell me anything you know that right?"Demi said