Lies From Within
Lies, whispered in my head
Wishing me and everyone else dead
I scream, I shout, I hide
Running away from lies
I hold my hand out
You push it away
You say I'm too loud
But I still stay
I should run
Hide away
I no longer live in the sun
I wont live another day
Lies, that can no longer hide my pointed tail
Screams tearing through my head tell me to fail
For I am a freak
A creep
And I hate you so much
I hate the lust, the dust, the rust
The rush
That drives me to think thoughts that I must hush
I love those around me
But I just hurt them
Why cant they just see
The reasons why I run
I hate you
I hate your lies
And all the forced goodbyes
You force me to make promises I cant keep
And invade my mind while I sleep
I know its not long before you come back into my head
But hopefully by then I'll be dead

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Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad