When I feel most myself
Reality melts away
Placing me into my own world
A place where I can rome freely
And speak sweetly
Everything turns joyous
And the world is calm
I spend my time doing lazy activities
Up in great pine trees
A world of colors and light
That changes dramatically on sight
For the next minuet I find myself in a ravaged land
Built on my own internal conflict
Wars and action at every corner
A world to satisfy my demonic half
A playground of adrenalin
Created for my other half
Then I wake up from this great dream
Back into so called reality
Where people shatter me
Preventing me to enter my own world for more than seconds at a time
But those seconds here
Are hours there
Reminding me why I need to rebuild myself
Stronger, faster, smarter
High enough to reach past the sky and universe above
Because the reward at the end
Is the greatest one of all

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Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad