I sit patiently
And explain the basics
Over again
"You're so understanding"
Said time and time again
You know the internet rests in you're pocket right?
It's simple enough to look it up you're self
I understand wanting it straight from the source
But this speech is growing old
I doesn't matter what about
Gender
Video Games
Sexuality
Shows
My life choices
People come back again and again
"Could you please tell me again?"
I'm growing weary of your repetitive questions
And my constant explanations
Here are some resources
Go look it up yourself
Oh no?
You're back again
Well did you check those websites out?
No?
Oh so now I have to explain it again
A different way
A different face
But it's all the same
How does it work?
Oh I don't think I can change names
Or pronouns for that matter
Whoops I slipped up again
Wow you're so understanding
The other people I know act high and mighty about it
But you're so understanding
Look
I get it
It's hard to understand
The path I take
I get it
It hard to switch how you view me
Just like that
But I'm tiered of shouldering most of the burden
Look it up you're self
No my birth name does not concern you
Nor do my plans for surgery
Does it really matter to you why I like gaming
Or why I stomach violent shows
If I want to share I will
I don't think I'm better
Just because of my gender
Race
Religion
Or sexuality
But I'd appreciate it if you stop acting like I'm and alien
Simply because I'm transgender
Simply because I enjoy video games
Simply because I identify a certain way
I only explain myself to you
In hopes other kids like me won't have to one day
I only lecture
Thinking you might just learn something
I don't correct you
Because I'm to tiered to go out of my way
And because I can't make you change
So no I'm not so understanding as you think
But I try my best to be
YOU ARE READING
Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad