I was supposed to protect you
Guid you
Shield you
Isn't that what big brohters do?
But instead I let you become the elder
Forced you into maturity along side me
Twisted and warped
Threatening you if you didn't go along
So now I'm trying to make up
For my past wrongs
I'm doing my best to protect you
From all the people who wish harm
From the parents who want to change you
But I'm not perfect
And nither are you
Siblings fight
Just as we do
But we sling far harsher words
And you deliver physical blows that draw blood
I do my best
But you scream that I'm bi-polar
That I'm messed up in the head
I know I am
But I'm still trying
Trying to be a good big brother
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Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad