I've lost myself buried deep under the dirt
I did this to myself to hide the hurt
And now I'm happy
With those who laugh with me
But my darkness threatens to come out again
Reminding me my very existence is sin
My soul laughs at me and my petty friends
Making me wish my existence would just end
He reminds me why I shouldn't care
For those who tend to wander off elsewhere
And reminds me of the shackles love creates
Telling me again about my fate
But I've become better since finding my misfit family
Making me believe that maybe I can live happily
For the shackles I hardly feel anymore
And life no longer seems like a bore
But then my black soul came back again
Reminding me who I am within
And creates adrenaline to which I crave
Turning me back into fates slave

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Poetry
ŞiirJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad