Whispers poured into my ear
Telling me I'm not good enough
Telling me I have everything to fear
You can't do anything they say
You're pathetic they scream
They knock down the pillars that support me
Decimate my foundations
Destroy my scaffolding
So that I collapse inward destroying myself
But this whispers don't stop there
The whispers worm their way in
They make sure I can't can't back up
They drown out my screams
And pleas for help
You aren't talented
You aren't strong
You'll never be a boy
You'll never lead
Give up now
Throw up the white flag
Surender you're hopes and dreams
And maybe then live a comfortable life
But shouts cut through the whispers
That people shove into my head
That are making my mind foggy
Shouts from those who encourage me
Tell me I know better than that
And sure it lasts for a while
Till the whispers come back again
YOU ARE READING
Poetry
PoëzieJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad