I am not a happy girl
Or a sad little boy
Nor am I some emotionless toy
I am a little boy who plays with dolls made of razors
The cut and they kill
But I hold them tight still
There beaten and worn
And have seen fare worse pain
So I let all their poison drain out into my veins
But they make me braver
Better in every way
So I will listen to all they say
I will hold them tight for all eternity
Until they walk away
But until then I'll stay
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Poetry
شِعرJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad