Demon Named Me
My lips, my mouth, my gums bleed
Torn to pieces by none other than me
Behind this innocent smile a demon does hide
Except from those who can see through my lie
I'm sorry to those who I love like family
To those who have keep me from insanity
When I leave you I hurt you
But when I stay I just hurt you more
These tears roll down my cheeks
As the demon me speaks
I tried so hard to hide him
Under a shinny big grin
But if I hurt him I hurt myself
In burying him I choke myself
So I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry if I cant leave
For my family of friends are my meds
They help me go to bed
So if you want me gone I understand
Just don't expect me to come back again
I'm selfish
I'm cruel
But I'm losing hope
You are all the one thing that keeps me afloat
So if you want me to leave I will
Because I've had my fill
I cant stand the mental pain
And theres nothing left in life for me to gain

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Poetry
PoesieJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad