I walk over to the cage
Where I locked up my sole
All it's hate
Anger
Rage
Pain
The chains are riped out of the walls
Bars ben't
I'm loose
Foul toung
Cold eyes
A temper set of in a flash
It was starved for to many years
I let it out for a moment to feed
Then it took hold of me
Crule words
Bubbling anger
Hatred coats all actions
I lost it again
Shouted and screamed
But I'm not the beast people see
I do it to stop the pain
I'm defending myself
From kicks dealt to me as I lye on the ground
Expected to take it
They aparently know me
That's why they do this
Because I'm not the person they're so sure I am
I cuss
And scream
People make a monster out of me
I'm not acting like myself
Or so they say
I've never felt so alive
Felt so free
From youre unreasonable expectations
So fuck you
Fuck this world
Fuck everybody who gets in the way of my gods damn plan
I'm loose
So gather you're kids
Cover your ears
Call the cops on me
You're the one who declared war
And I'll gladly win it
So stay the hell out of my way
Fuck you and this stupid game you play

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Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad