Poetry

Alone Again

Everything is breaking
Falling apart into pieces
I can't breath
So much anger
So much pain
I have no more people to confide in
To hold me through the storm
I'm alone again
Staring out at the world
Just like before
I lost people again
And I'm fighting to get them back
But first I have to control myself
Deal with problems not dealt with for years
I don't know if I'll live through it though
All I want is to run back into loving arms
For people to whisper you'll be ok
I want so desperately to have someone to fall back on
But I look back and see only one
And he is far off in the distance
He can't come to my rescue
If I refuse to call out for help
All the others left
Or I ran from
I miss them
I want them back
But how can I even go near them
In times like these
So it's time to fight
I picked the worst time
But at least I'll go down trying