Poetry

Shattered Conscience

My conscience shattered in to thousands of pieces

Singular being I no longer am

I have been broken time and time again

And every time I tried to but back the pieces

But every time I felt whole

Someone had to come an smash me again

To the point where I no longer try

And I live my life as those thousands of pieces

So I make my world blurry and easier to understand

I wish the people I live with could understand I'm not a girl

That my classmates would realize I'm not that cold

That my friends understood that I'm not a child

I wish that I could stay whole

Like I'm managing to do now

I'm tall

I'm smart

I'm funny and witty

I'm clever

I'm happy

I'm serious and goofy

I'm masculine,yet girly

I am whole

I am me

I wish that I could stay myself longer

Before someone shatters me again