I'm fine
I'm ok
I think I will live another day
Don't bother withe the tears streaming down my face
You didn't all the other days
Just because now I let it show
Doesn't mean you know
You still don't see me for me
You can't see the pain
If you saw it then you would see your son
All bruised and bloody
Scars all across his body
Especially around his chest
Where his heart has been ripped out
Then shoved back in broken
Time and Time again
You only get a peak at the damage done to me
Then ask franticly who's done this
Don't you find it ironic
You don't recognize your own handy work
You and everyone else
Responsible for giving me my scars
Making me heal back twisted and deformed
So you rush to save your baby girl
Only harming me further
I give up
It's no use
I waited patiently for you
Just like everyone else
At least there catching up
While you only slow me down
So I give up
You win
You no longer have a som
But don think you have a consolation prize
Your daughters never coming back
How can you take back what never existed
You fawned over an illusion
So I guess this is goodbye
Maybe I'll find another mother before I die
YOU ARE READING
Poetry
PoetryJust some poetry I write about being ftm trans* and other stuff. Some unfinished, others finished. A mix of the good and the bad