Sabriel One Shots

Can't Sleep Without You

"What's wrong Sam you look stressed," Gabriel walked into the living room and sat next to Sam on the couch. 

"Worried about us," Sam mumbled, "I don't know how we're supposed to come out about this and it's kind of killing me."

"Why don't we just come out today? Or I find a way to tell him?" Gabriel suggested and Sam pondered the idea. 

"How would you do it?" Sam asked and Gabriel smirked, an idea forming in his head. 

"Trickster way," Gabriel shrugged and Sam looked at him suspiciously. 

"We'll see," Sam sighed, "just don't get me in trouble or anyone hurt."

"Promise," Gabriel smiled and kissed Sam's cheek, "I might have something that'll cheer you up lemme think." Gabriel snapped his fingers and had a bouquet of a dozen rose, Sam gapped at them for a second and Gabriel handed them over to Sam. 

"That's a lot of fucking roses babe," Sam laughed. 

"Well I figured only the best for you," Gabriel smiled but his smiled quickly faded when he remembered what he needed to tell Sam. 

"I uh- need to tell you something Sam," Gabriel said nervously.

"Yeah what's up?" Sam asked worriedly, he set the deep red roses next to him gently. 

"I'm gonna be gone for a few days," Gabriel said, "to Heaven for some final 'adjustments'."

"What? Gabriel when?" Sam worried and Gabriel shook his head.

"Tonight and please don't worry about me I'll survive," Gabriel smiled sadly.

"It's not safe there, I'm going to fucking worry Gabe," Sam said.

"It's only for a bit and I'll still be able to keep contact through phone and prayer," Gabriel consoled, "I promise it'll all be fine."

"Gabe," Sam exhaled and looked at him sadly. Gabriel nodded and pulled Sam into a hug, Sam wrapped his arms around Gabriel's waist and rubbed his back gently. 

"I love you," Sam whispered. 

"I love you too Sam," Gabriel smiled and took a deep breath into Sam's shirt, "I have to go in about an hour or so."

"Alright," Sam sighed and pulled away. 

...

Sam laid in bed that night, used to seeing Gabriel there. He was used to feeling the warmth of someone beside him, he tossed and turned all night until he decided to call Gabriel.

"Sam it's late everything okay?" Gabriel asked and Sam laid on his back. 

"I can't sleep without you here it feels weird," Sam said, "can you just talk to me for a bit?" 

"Sure Sam," Gabriel smiled, "I love you so much you know that. It's kind of funny you can't sleep without me there."

"I know," Sam sighed, "just keep talking until my phone dies or you hear me sleeping."

"Of course," Gabriel said, "how about I talk about how much I love you, Samuel William Winchester?"

"Okay," Sam laughed and made himself comfortable.

"Your soul is so bright, there is so much good and so much happiness in it. But it can't be released because of all the darkness that surrounds it, you don't deserve any of it at all and your soul is just so beautiful. I couldn't describe it to you and if you saw it you wouldn't really know how to tell if a soul is beautiful, angel perks huh? But you're also so kind and generous and loving towards so many people, you care about your family and the people close to you. People and the choice angels. You deserve happiness and you don't think you do, but you really do Sam. You deserve it all and I want to give it to you or show you that you should have it, have anything you want or need. No pain, no worries, no sadness, and nothing but love and happiness. I love you Sam, your brother loves you, Cassie loves you, we love you and you deserve all that love and you also deserve the happiness that you don't have. You're a great person, you make me happy and you make other people happy. You let people feel cared about and you let people laugh and have fun, you mean a shit ton to me and the other two. I think you should mean a shit ton to yourself because you're a valuable human being." At this point Sam was smiling, his eyes shut and one of the pillows held against his chest so he could cuddle it. 

"I love you," Sam whispered in a tired voice. Gabriel knew he was falling asleep by the sound of his voice, Gabriel laughed to himself a little.

"I love you too sweet dreams honey," Gabriel made a kissing noise and let his grace tap Sam's forehead lightly to feel like a kiss. Sam smiled and took a relaxed breath before falling asleep, dreaming of dark starry skies and golden wings.