Sabriel One Shots

The Trunk Is Okay

I need to put Rape trigger warnings because I know I need them when I read fanfic, if someone doesn't put them I always end up being terrified when it happens. This is also a little more graphic and horrible.

RAPE WARNING!!!

"Can't believe I'm tied in a trunk right now," Gabriel grumbled and shuffled in front of me. We were binded by some spell or other magic.
"Stop moving like that seriously!" I shouted at him and adjusted uncomfortably.
"It's so hot and humid," Gabriel complained, "fuck I want my grace back this is miserable."
"Gabe just shush and hold still," I whisper shouted, "you're giving me a boner you asshat."
"I can't believe you," Gabriel rolled his eyes.
"Stop rubbing your ass against my dick," I argued, "it's the friction."
"Shut up back there you freaks," a voice yelled from the car.
"So what's the plan Mr. Genius?" Gabriel asked and I rolled my eyes.
"Nothing yet," I scoffed, "I have a gun but that's it."
"Wonder what or who this is," Gabriel said quietly.
"Witch is my guess for now," I huffed and looked around the dark space, "but I don't know what to expect."
"Right," Gabriel exhaled in a huff. We laid there silently, eventually I laid my head against Gabriel's chest to listen to his breathing and his heartbeat. I felt my anxiety kicking in from being unsure of where were were and being mostly unarmed, plus the tight space was horrifying.
"It's alright honey," Gabriel whispered, "he's slowing down I think we're stopping." The engine cut off and we hesrd footsteps, the trunk opened and it was late at night. Pitch black outside.
"Keep your mouths shut," the man grunted out. He suddenly lifted me up like I was nothing, effectively freaking me out more. The inside, of what seemed to be a motel room, was also pitch black but the lights remained off. I was tossed onto a bed and the man left, I laid there and attempted to pull at the invisible bindings. Gabriel came in a second later and was tossed onto the other bed, I looked over at him but it was too dark to see him. Their eyes glowed red and I thought of Lucifer, my blood running cold, but the voice was not Lucifer's.
"Who are you?" I yelled and there was deep laughter.
"The thing that's going to torture you," the eyes laughed and looked at Gabriel, "and you too."
"What do you want?" Gabriel asked and the red eyes flicked around the black room.
"Just your pain and fear," the eyes were pacing the front of the two beds, "it's just that hunters are a lot harder to hurt so their fear is much stronger. And... Gabe? He has been alive for so long, can't imagine how strong yours is."
"How do you feed off it?" I asked, trying to find out whatever this is.
"I hold my hand to your head and I let all of it pour into me," he said and walked closer to Gabriel. I watched him and I saw a purple light around the man, his arm was inching toward Gabriel. He placed a hand against his forehead and the light around the man's arm showed Gabriel's face slightly. His eyes were wide and he swallowed thickly, the man gripped the angel's head with one large hand.
"Wow you were an angel," the man laughed, "you've been around since the stars were made. What's your weakness?" The man pressed harder against Gabriel's forehead, he was looking hard for something.
"Family?" The man said surprised, "cute."
"Leave him alone!" I growled at him and he scoffed.
"You take after your brother don't you?" The man laughed at my bitter reaction, "already cracked open your head."
"Don't hurt him," I warned and he was silent. I assumed he rolled his eyes or smirked at me, thinking I couldn't do anything.
"It's sappy... but you guys both have similar weak points," the man tsked, "eachother. Your families." I kept looking at Gabriel who remained like he wasn't in pain, no pain. Good Gabriel, no pain.
"Don't let him get to you," I said and licked my lips. I hoped Dean or Castiel were coming, or close. The man removed his hand from Gabriel's face and the purple light went around the crown of Gabriel's head before going through his eyes, making them glow purple for a moment before disappearing. Gabriel's eyes closed and he was seemingly gone, like he died or fell asleep.
"What did you do?" I shouted and tried to sit up, failing miserably.
"He's fine I'm not killing him," the man said, "I'm scaring him and he won't die. At least not soon, but soon he'll wish he was dead."
"Asmo-" Gabriel mumbled and started thrashing.
"No stop!" I screamed, trying to see Gabriel in the pitch black. If Gabriel relived the Asmodeous thing, he may go back into that state he was in before. It'd break my heart I can't.
"Stop please," Gabriel cried.
"What is he seeing? What're you doing?!" I demanded and he chuckled in another voice, all too familiar.
"He's being raped just like you were Sammy," the voice belonged to Lucifer, "keeps anyone submissive to any torture. A lot of people anyway."
"No," I panted in fear and tried to back up. I curled into myself, suddenly feeling small and afraid.
"Why yes," the voice seemed closer, "oh wait lemme flick on the lights. I know how much you love my face." The light were on with the snap of his fingers, Lucifer's real face and not his vessel's face was standing before me. I felt tears prick my eyes as I tried to get out of whatever binded me.
"Y-you're not real," I tried, "i-it's the witch I-I'm seeing things."
"Does it matter? You'll feel it nonetheless," Lucifer laughed and put his hands on my thighs. His hands slid up slowly and gripped hard onto my upper leg, I looked at him with tears falling.
"Please," I begged, "don't do this. I'm scared you win, you win."
"No but I have another surprise," Lucifer smirked and snapped his fingers.
"Sam?" Gabriel's voice questioned, I swallowed.
"That's not really him this isn't real," I closed my eyes tight and banged my head against the bed hard enough to feel the springs stab me.
"Please," Lucifer scoffed, "I told you that doesn't make a difference. And who's to say that isn't Gabriel? Maybe he'll finally see how weak and worthless you are, finally leave your sorry ass."
"Sam what's going on?" Gabriel asked, "get away from him!"
"Again you can't do anything you're frozen in that spot," Lucifer motioned to Gabriel. He replaced his hands back on my lap, looking from me to Gabriel.
"Don't do this," I whispered and panted, "come on."
"Why would I listen to you? Shut up you're stalling," Lucifer said and his hands burned hot. I turned my head away and closed my eyes, Lucifer licked up my neck and I tensed my legs. Tears were pouring endlessly on my eyes and I didn't even look at Gabriel, I was ashamed and he didn't know this happened to me. I also didn't realize that Asmodeous had done the same to Gabriel, maybe he'd forgive me but this was his brother. Who would he choose sides for? I'm sure his brother since I'm just me and he loves him more than me, why wouldn't he?
Lucifer dug his nails into my biceps, I felt his stare digging into my face. Out of the corner of my eyes I saw him shrug and felt him tear my shirt down the middle, I started breathing harder as I felt nails scratch down my chest.
"Stop this NOW!" Gabriel screamed and I took another shaky breath, feeling my pants being pawed at. I tried to breathe but it was getting harder and harder to, my boxers were taken off in a rush and I closed my eyes to wince. I felt my lungs closing up and my throat tightening, I felt like I could throw up knowing Gabriel was here. I looked over at Gabriel, he was looking away and tears were pouring from his eyes, a look of terror on his face.
"I'm sorry," I whimpered out and my voice cracked into almost nothingness, "Gabriel I'm sorry." Gabriel didn't speak or look at me, just staying still as if I hadn't spoke. I was suddenly shoved to turn around, I couldn't believe this was happening. Maybe it was all fake, that wasn't Gabriel and this wasn't Lucifer. I was just asleep like Gabriel was before and Gabriel was just asleep next to me, the pain of being slammed into felt all too real and... disappointedly familiar. I cried out in pain and gripped at the bedsheets. Wake up wake up wake up, I'm asleep just wake up, wake up wake up wake up.
"Please just wake up," I cried into the bed and there was a firm slap on the back of my head.
"Please shut the fuck up," Lucifer growled as he continued to push in and out painfully hard. Painfully fast, I let whines and cries slip from my throat from the pain.
"SAMMY!" Dean's voice finally filled the air, my eyes snapping open to a pitch black room. The light flicked on and I blinked to adjust to the light, the man was dead with a few shots in his back. I moved my arms and wiped my face clean of all my tears, I was so sweaty it was like I pissed myself. I knew it wasn't piss since I couldn't smell it, I looked over at Gabriel who was refusing to look at me. I swallowed and panted through my mouth, my lungs were open again so I could actually breathe.
"Gabriel, are you okay? I asked and he looked at me, his cheeks covered in tear tracks. He paled before standing up and throwing up on the floor, Dean and Castiel taking a step away from him. He was crying again, sobs ripping at his throat. I stood up and helped him stand, I pushed his hair back and shed my flannel off for him to wipe his face. He closed his eyes and exhaled, embarrassed and sad.
"Let's go it's okay," I said and he nodded. We gingerly stepped around his vomit and sat in the backseat of the Impala, Dean and Castiel not speaking to us out of respect and confusion. I stroked Gabriel's hair and whispered to him gently.
"I love you it's okay."
"It was just a dream I promise."
"Nothing will get you I'll protect you."
"I'm always gonna be here angel, always."
"No one will hurt you if I'm here."
I pressed a kiss to the back of his ear and he went from laying on my shoulder to laying in my lap. Another sob came from his throat so he buried his face into my thigh, gripping to my pants tight.
"So like what happened?" Dean asked and Castiel cleared his throat, hitting Dean's upper arm.
"Was it a witch?" I asked to derail the question, Dean nodded and took a deep breath.
"It took a few bullets," Dean attempted at humor, "I mean goddamn." Castiel, again, slapped the top of Dean's arm like a mother disiplining her child.
"Dean they've obviously experienced something just don't ask them," Castiel said, "give them time Dean."
"Right," Dean swallowed and parked the Impala. He looked back at me and Gabriel before walking out, I stayed with Gabriel's face in my lap while stroking my hair.
"Sam," Gabriel said quietly but firmly, "did he really do that to you?"
"Gabriel was that really you th-"
"Yes Sam but did he really do that?" Gabriel interrupted and I swallowed, feeling my throat tighten.
"Gabriel I'm sorry," I said, "I'm so sorry."
"When?" Gabriel whimpered, his voice mostly silent from the cracking.
"Whenever he could," I answered and I refused to let tears fall.
"Sam," Gabriel turned my face to look at his. I felt disappointment and shame radiating off of me, Gabriel looked deep into my eyes and shook his head.
"Me too Sam," Gabriel whispered, "maybe not as often or as harsh but me too."
"Who?" I asked and felt my jaw clench in anger.
"It was a way to get my grace through ejaculation as you know," Gabriel answered and sniffed, "so... you could only guess."
"I'm so glad that bastard is dead but I wish he burned longer," I shook my head and Gabriel huffed a laugh. I pressed a kiss to Gabriel's forehead and wrapped my arms around him, holding him as close as I could in our position. I pulled away and pushed his hair from his forehead with shaky hands.
"I knew Lucifer had changed but-" Gabriel whispered to himself and held his hand over his mouth, tears were falling from his eyes again so he closed them.
"Why you?" Gabriel cried and held his jaw tightly in his hand.
"I'm sorry Gabriel," I whispered, "I understand if you're disgusted with me."
"Are you disgusted with me?" Gabriel asked and I shook my head without a beat.
"No never Gabriel," I answered rapidly.
"Then why would I be disgusted with you?" Gabriel asked.
"It's your brother and I thought it'd make you realize how fucked up and worthless I am," I said and wiped tears from my face.
"Sam I can't believe you still think like that," Gabriel huffed, "I love you so much and there's no fucking way I'd ever think bad about you. I'm just so disgusted that my brother would..."
"I know it's okay baby just," I tried to think as I ran my fingers through his hair, "just try to forgive."
"Forgive?!" Gabriel shot up and sat next to me, he pointed a finger at me and made the angriest face he could seemingly muster.
"It's hard to forgive trying to killing me, fucking with the most beautiful thing to be created, and raping the only thing I'll ever have love for at this point in fucking time!" Gabriel growled and tears began pouring from his eyes.
"I'm tired of forgiving him there's just so much a person can do," Gabriel was motioning with his hands and looking at his lap. It seemed he was talking to himself.
"Fuck I just watched my boyfriend get violently raped by my older brother," Gabriel gripped his hands in his hair tight and tried pulling it out. There was a small ripping sound and a wince of pain so I grabbed his hands, I placed them down at his sides.
"Gabriel listen to me," I said and he didn't look up from his lap, "it has happened and there's nothing we can do. Has revenge ever made you feel better? Did killing those gods and Asmodeous get rid of the pain, the memories?" The light went off in the car so I pressed my fingers to the buttons, turning them back on.
"No but it sure does feel good," Gabriel mumbled.
"But for how long?" I asked and wrapped my fingers around his, he took a shaky breath and closed his eyes.
"But this is you Sam," Gabriel tightened his grip on my hand, "and he was so... that was worse than anything that happened to me."
"It doesn't matter," I said and he looked at me again, "I won't feel better and neither will you."
"I need to send him back to The Cage," Gabriel breathed.
"He's in the rift still Gabriel he's not going anywhere," I promised, "we also drained their grace before we left so they can't come over here."
"I love you," Gabriel said and my lip twitched for a moment.
"I love you too Gabe," I said and he leaned on my shoulder. I unwrapped our fingers and put my arm around him, snuggling him closer and I laid my head on his.
"Are you feeling... okay? Like... physically." Gabriel asked carefully.
"'M fine," I mumbled, "we should camp out in here."
"So Dean can think we fucked in the Impala?" Gabriel joked and I laughed, running my fingers through his hair.
"No but I don't want to get up and you're already here," I complained and he smiled a little.
"Yeah yeah yeah," Gabriel groaned and moved off me. I curled up a little bit to try and fit in a car, being as tall as I am. Gabriel laid on top of me, stomach against mine. I wrapped my arms around him and he wrapped his arms around my neck, he slotted a leg between mine and laid jis head on my chest. He pressed a kiss to my chest and I rolled my head over, sighing and feeling tears come back. I pushed them down and looked at the man below me, smiling at the back of his head sadly.
"No words," I mumbled and he turned to look at me, "no pain, just love."
"Shush you mushy asshole," Gabriel chuckled and turned away from me, "I love you go to sleep." I closed my eyes and forced a smile until it became real, Gabriel was here. Lucifer wasn't here. Dean was here, Castiel was here, everything was okay. I was okay.