Sabriel One Shots

Chubby 12 Year Old

"Gabe, what are you laughing at?" I walked cautiously towards my room, expecting a prank or something bad to happen when I opened the door. I heard Gabriel giggling hysterically, which was never a good sign.

"Gabe," I cracked the door slightly and saw him sitting on the bed with a photo album. He had a sucker in his mouth as he howled with laughter.

"What is so funny?" I walk into the room and sit on the bed next to him, I look down and see pictures of me from when I was younger. I was about 12 years old and I was chubby as all hell, Gabriel looked at me and laughed again.

"Sam you didn't tell me you were such a cutie when you were little," Gabriel cooed.

"Yeah I didn't need to be reminded of my past," I scoff.

"But you were so cute," Gabriel smiled and flicked his eyes from me to the picture.

"No," I grimace. He turned through more pictures and giggled even more.

"Dean was always a little stud wasn't he," Gabriel mumbled. I punched his arm playfully and he laughed.

"Easy tiger," Gabriel laughed, "easy on the jealousy." 

"Don't have heart eyes for my brother? That's disturbing." I explained and Gabriel laughed, continuing to flip through the pages.

"What? You're both very attractive, but your brother's an asshole." Gabriel smiled as he continued to look through the pictures.

"You're an asshole," I replied.

"Look at this one! Aw, you guys were so cute Sammy!" Gabriel practically screamed I look down at a picture of me, Dean, and John standing in a field. We're all smiling and my chubby ass is standing next to John's right and Dean's on the left side of him, dad has his arms around us and we all look so happy. But in reality, life was hard in that moment and we all were tortured deep down. I felt sadness overtake me looking at the picture, tears formed in my eyes as I heard Gabriel laugh and 'aww'.

"Sam wait, are you crying?" Gabriel worried and closed the photo album, he put an arm around me.

"I'm sorry Sam, it's okay." Gabriel consoled and I just sat there in silence, a single tear fell from my eye.

"What's wrong Sam?" Gabriel asked quietly and rubbed my back caringly.

"We look so happy, even though we were all so unhappy. We were angry, depressed, confused, and scared. I just think it's weird to see what it looked like instead of how it felt, I remember this day because it was one of the days that our dad was with us. Otherwise, he was out on a hunt while me and Dean stayed at a hotel. I never knew about any of it until I was way older, I was just told dad was 'working'." I explain to Gabriel, my voice not cracking and no more tears fall from my eyes.

"Sam I'm sorry," Gabriel said sincerely, "I didn't mean to open old wounds."

"No it's okay," I said, "I like telling you about it, so you could understand my life." 

"Sam I love you," Gabriel said, "I just want to see you happy."

"I love you too," I smile. I kiss his forehead and he cuddles into my chest softly, I hold him close to me.

"Chubby Sammy is still cute though," Gabriel mumbled and I laughed.

"Sure," I roll my eyes.

"My buffed out Sammy now is cute too," Gabriel smiled.

"Yeah yeah," I reply. Gabriel laughs and I laugh too, not because anything was really funny but because he was just so cute.

"Can we go show Dean?" Gabriel asks excitedly.

"Sure," I laugh and stand up.