I've been feeling down lately
Weak and unable
I've been feeling lonely lately
Sad and unstable
But I found that thinking of scenarios inside my head
That involve people and the things that they've said
Satiate me and make me whole
But it comes at one cost
One hefty toll
The more I sleep
The less I can feel my soul
I know that I'm slipping
But I just can't hold on
And recently I realized I can't remember peoples words as well...
Now theres no more distractions from the present
Only hope for the future
But I just can't take it
I need help if I'm going to make it
And help is so far
I'm surrounded by those that know not my pain
And the idea of telling them would be in vain
They wouldn't get it
They would just try to change the fact
That I don't want to live
Not anymore
I'm fading slowly
I'm going away
I'm fading slowly
And they just don't get it
They want to change the fact
That I don't want to live
Not anymore
I can't hope for the future
It's just like the past
The only difference is
It hasn't yet come to pass
But I know the story
Yes... all to well
I hope for heaven
And put myself through hell
YOU ARE READING
My Heart To Yours
Poetry~My heart burns on heavy with nothing and no one to call my own~ I had fun with these. That you probably knew, but also I hope you will too! With Love, David Yager
