I don't understand it
This feeling I have inside
It's bubbling up and over
I feel it on me — in me and I'm terrified
Am I allowed to feel this good with no repercussions?
Can I have this happiness without any pain?
Have I killed my demons?
Are all of them slain?
I don't know but I can't stop smiling
My body feels warm
My eyelids are droopy
I'm tired from the storm
My happiness is fulfilling
It lulls me to sleep
It gives me no worries
No secrets to keep
But yet my mind it wonders
It travels far away
It asks the tough questions
I'm not ready for today
It asks the important things
The information I should know
But I love this good feeling and I don't want to let it go
What if I dig too deep and discover I'm in a trap?
What if this bliss is but a calm before a storm?
I used to love the warmth that happiness did bring
Like dew drops on the flowers in the height of spring
Now I only worry about when the good times are sure to end
What will I do when I don't have a single friend?
I've always been alone even surrounded by people
But I've been happy lately
Though I know it's bound to end
I've been happy lately
But on happy you can't depend
You must be prepared
Focused, and fixed
You must have the heart
The wisdom and the soul
I don't have these things
But I do have the inevitable
YOU ARE READING
My Heart To Yours
Thơ ca~My heart burns on heavy with nothing and no one to call my own~ I had fun with these. That you probably knew, but also I hope you will too! With Love, David Yager
