~Sunday, March 18, 2008~
~12:05am~
I slowly open my eyes. I look around the dark apartment.
The only light coming from the TV.
I sit up looking out the window.
Cars pass by.
Two exactly pass by before the streets outside are once again empty.
Your alone.
Your back.
How could I leave my puppet.
I lay back down on the couch and blankly stare at ceiling as the sound of the TV fades away.
You are alone.
They left you.
Wanna know why.
They never cared about you.
Yoongi never loved you.
Hoseok never loved you.
Jungkook never loved you.
Jin never cared about you.
Namjoon never trusted you.
Jimin hated you for coming into their lives.
Taehyung never worried about you.
They all wanted you gone.
Because
You
Are
Useless
Fat
Worthless
Ugly
Disgusting
Slutty
Dirty
Stupid
Whore
Invisible
No one cares
They want you dead
Disappointment
Your mother died because of you.
If you hadn't said anything about your father she would still be alive.
Your mother never loved you.
She wanted you gone from her life.
You ruined her happy married life.
You ruin everything.
A bad luck charm.
What if I told you...that
They never existed.
Your friends are all in your head.
They are made from your imagination.
This whole time you have been alone.
In this apartment.
You never went to their school.
You never met them.
You never fell in love with those two.
You never made friends.
It was all in your head.
It was your imagination.
Your own little fake world.
All fake.
It wasn't real.
Let the darkness in.
You can have rest.
No worries.
No pain.
No loneliness
No emptiness
Nothing
Give in
Let us in
Give up
K
I
L
L
Y
O
U
R
S
E
L
F
Its the only way
To leave
They want you to leave and never come back.
So why don't you grant their wish.
Grant the wish of your seven imaginary friends.
Leave and don't come back.
They were in my head.
They were made from my imagination.
They aren't real.
I blink a few times as the fog in my mind leaves.
I look over to my phone.
I look at the suitcase by the door.
If they were imaginary friends. Then the phone and suitcase wouldn't be here.
I look back up at the ceiling letting myself fall back asleep.
They are real.
But I should still grant their wish.
Leave and don't ever come back.
Leave
Never come back.
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Don't Save Me | BTS FF • 21+ ✓
FanfictionMy first story. WARNING! ABUSIVE AND SEXUAL CONTENT! TRIGGERS: RAPE, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, blood. Y/n has had a rough life she's going through depression and suicidal thoughts but she's good at hiding it. Till the day she meets Hoseok he tries to help...
