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[48] Goodbye

~Y/n's POV~
~2:00pm~

I blankly stare at the water.

Han River.

Stand on the other side of the railing.

The darkness dances urging me forward.

I set my hands on the cool surface of the railing.

Yes.

I put one leg over.

Holding tightly to the railing as I swung my other leg over. I stand on the edge of the bridge my back facing the river.

Turn around.

I slowly turn facing the river.

I look up.

Blankly staring at the sky.

The white puffy clouds slowly moving. The sun shining brightly down on us.

The whispers and yells from the people behind me fade away. The sound of the birds fade away.

Everything fades away.

I only see the river under me a few feet away.

The voice starts screaming sounding like a demon.

JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP! NO ONE WILL CARE NO ONE WILL NOTICE WHEN YOUR GONE NO ONE CARED ABOUT YOU YOU ARE A DISAPPOINTMENT A FAT UGLY USELESS SLUT WORTHLESS! JUMP NO ONE WILL MISS YOU
K
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KILL YOURSELF!
DO IT
JUMP
JUMP
JUMP
JUMP
JUMP
JUMP
J
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DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
D
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ALL YOUR PROBLEMS WILL HO AWAY
JUMP!

Fat
Ugly
Useless
Disappointment
Lonely
Empty
Worthless
No one wants me
No one cares
They never cared.

I look down at the river.

I look up at the sky.

A cold tear slips down my cheek.

They never cared.
Namjoon didn't come.
They hate me.
They always hated me.

I'm coming mother.

Goodbye

I let go of the railing letting myself fall forward.

The icy air hits me.

Goodbye.

~Namjoon's POV~
~2:02pm~

I see Han River a block away from me.

My eyes widen as a girl jumps off.

Y/n!?

Joon: "Y/NNNNNN!?"

I see crowd looking down at the river. I run closer.

I look into the water.

The girl not in sight.

Maybe it wasn't her! Maybe she's still in the apartment!?

I run to the apartment coming to a stop as I see the front door wide open.

I make my way inside.

My eyes land on the open bedroom door and stare in shock at the naked man on the ground with a suitcase on top of him.

Y/n's suitcase.

I walk over to him and check his pulse.

He's still breathing.

I pull out my phone and see a message from Y/n.
I ignore it for now as I call the ambulance.

I get up and search throughout the apartment.

I hear sirens outside in the distance.

I check Y/n's text.

My heart drops.

No...

Its my fault!

I run out of the apartment and make my way to the bridge.

I look over the railing and down to the water.
Joon: "CALL AN AMBULANCE! MY FRIEND IS DOWN THERE!"

People starr dialing for an ambulance.

Police cars stop behind us they run out of their cars and find a way down close to the river.

I see someone swim inside the river and submerge themselves in the water.

I breath heavily from all the running and from the fear of being too late.

The sirens of more police cars and an ambulance gets louder.

I fall on my knees and yell out in pain.

Joon: "Y/NNNNNNNNNNNNNN!"

Y/n.